#istill
Memories of yesterday
Hunts me today
Memories of yesterday why is it not so hard to stay away
Why it doesn't fade away
Maybe our feelings are true
Maybe we weren't meant to fall through
If you're coming back I want our us to grew
I don't want our feelings goes to nothing out of the blue
These memories of yesterday lurking
As the darkness shows up these memories morphing
Your lovely face keeps showing up as I still see them they're still adoring
While I sleep loudly snoring
Maybe these memories are showing something
That always makes my heart pumping
That makes the birds in the park humming
A sign that we don't need to hurrying
Memories of yesterday
Hunts me everyday
Memories of our happiest yesterdays why is it so hard to stay away
I can't let it fade away
Mar 4, 2020
Mar 4, 2020 at 10:03 PM UTC
I'll never forget
When I was sent to bed
And woke up to change.
You were gone
Along with all of your things.
I thought it was my fault
That you left us all
...for two whole days.
When I saw you again
In your brand new house
It was still different
And even now when I see you
With every chance I get,
I still miss you.
When I found
The empty cigarette boxes
In the back of your car
And uncovered all your cheap lies
She said you were a bad influence.
When you never came
To all the things that were important
And you talked bad behind our backs
She said you didn’t love us.
But I knew that that was wrong.
And even now when your still never here,
I still need you.
When I am right in front of you
You only worry about the things
That never mattered
And while you think I’m not around
I can hear the disappoint.
Even when you show no effort or love
I still aim to please you.
She says that you don’t matter
But there’s a reason I don’t turn to her
She doesn’t understand the things I get from you.
I am so much like you
In so many good and bad ways
But you only see what isn’t your.
I know that you both love the others more than me.
But I still miss you,
I still need you,
I still love you,
Dad
Aug 17, 2019
Aug 17, 2019 at 12:45 PM UTC