#ishouldhateyou
If we were a movie,
I’m sure no one would watch
since you got the girl,
despite breaking her heart.
One, the times you cheated,
two, the times you’ve lied
about where you are or who you’re with.
I can’t count the times I’ve cried.
Yet I wake up every morning
wrapped in your warm embrace,
a spell so toxic I forget
those days you lied right to my face.
Am I weak or just forgiving?
Have you changed or your disguise?
Either way I’ve little choice
since I’m addicted to this lie.
Yes, there’s no denying I should hate you
after all you’ve put me through.
The facts are undeniable
yet still I’m sure I love you.
Apr 28, 2020
Apr 28, 2020 at 10:38 PM UTC
why do I feel
like I would
welcome you back
with open arms
after being ignored
for an entire year
if you wanted
to be part of my life
once again
May 23, 2017
May 23, 2017 at 9:32 PM UTC