#intimidated
High school
Either
The best or
Worst days
Of your life
It’s still to be decided for me
Apr 16, 2019
Apr 16, 2019 at 9:22 AM UTC
Last night I was betrayed,
again, are you surprised?
Last night I found out how,
alone I actually am.
Last night my body shook,
from knowing the unknown.
Last night I saw the light,
light I didn't want to see.
Last night I realized how,
how much I love the darkness.
Last night the light truly,
intimidated me.
Last night will become my,
biggest anxiety.
Last night forced me to open up,
open my eyes to the dishonorable.
Last night you drove me home,
yet you still drove me away.
Last night made me wonder,
will I soon catch a break?
Last night my heart shattered,
and has not stopped breaking.
Last night showed me my value,
at least my value to you.
Last night you left me in,
light that was blinding me.
last night you lied to me,
last night you lied to me.
Last night you lied to me,
way to many times.
Last night you affected,
me in ways you cant imagine
Last night. Last night. Last night,
will I ever stop saying that.
Last night. Last night. Last night,
will you stop making me.
Oct 11, 2018
Oct 11, 2018 at 10:01 PM UTC
Maybe some people walk backwards because
they 're too afraid to see what's ahead.
Feb 28, 2017
Feb 28, 2017 at 6:17 PM UTC
I feel like I am living in a shell.
The words "you don't belong here"
are constantly being echoed back
by my limits.
Things that seem to go natural
with everyone around me
are a lot harder in this shell.
With every inhale of life I take
comes an exhale of desperation to live
and not knowing how to.
It deceived me into thinking
it kept me safe but all this time
it has been what was holding me back.
I see that now
but the words keep echoing in my head
youdontbelonghereyoudontbelonghereyoudontbelonghere
Breaking out of my shell was never an option
I can not survive without it.
But I do want to leave it
and everyone
and everything
I do want to leave.
Apr 1, 2014
Apr 1, 2014 at 12:30 PM UTC