#internalwar
white, black, grey do we choose white or black
maybe we choose grey for combined is white and
black not more powerful with multiple shades of
grey some darker others lighter none purely black
or purely white just grey like the static of a tv
without signal ever a war between white and black in grey's territory this is every ones personal war within.
Oct 6, 2015
Oct 6, 2015 at 11:38 PM UTC
Choking on fears.
Fighting for oxygen.
Bringing my eyes
all in view once never seen.
My voice has no power
Questionable feelings, no power to scream.
The need to breathe
Nothing more than
product of a dream.
Scratches running down my arm
Numbing my body.
Silhhouette of the beast
Disturbing my peace
Trying to consume my soul
Unobtainable in solace
Reality repeats, all is lawless
I am motionless in
an unstable transition.
The world of the in between
The dead and the living.
Vulnerable in astral world
Connection to ancestors in deep sleep
The past or the future of possibilities.
My essence roams freely.
Disconnection from all of me.
I can't feel you there.
Where are you?!
Jul 30, 2022
Jul 30, 2022 at 3:14 PM UTC
I went to war
I am a warrior
I fought in a war a deadly War
I survived so didn't time that's very close but I survived
I thought the most deadly war in history this will never be over
I always fighting this
I'll never get a high five or a hug to congratulate me
I will only get the flashbacks
I went to war
I am a warrior
I went to war
But I never left my room
I was battling every second
Yet no one could tell
I went to war with my mind
In the end we both came out of
I went to war but most people don't know
I went to war and I survived
Apr 6, 2018
Apr 6, 2018 at 3:23 PM UTC