#internalizing
You can't tell them,
They can't know
They'll only see
What you choose to show
So hide it up,
Under lock and key
It's just too much
To let those thoughts free
If they find out,
It'll cause them pain.
You're always too much
You drive them insane
You talk-talk-talk,
Make them carry your burdens
They definitely hate you;
That thought's for certain.
But aren't ALL your thoughts
The absolute truth?
You're already worthless,
Got nothing to lose.
Because you've already lost it,
Mind's been gone a long time
Stuck in some place
Between "awesome" and "fine"
Nov 18, 2025
Nov 18, 2025 at 11:06 PM UTC
Whoops, I have Internalized all the overthinking
The racing thoughts played on repeat daily
progresses into a fictional narrative
Further pushing doubt and insecurity
So easily hopelessness can turn into excitement and vice versa
when reflecting some may realize it’s not rational
But still, I’m convinced of my worst fears
Nov 16, 2019
Nov 16, 2019 at 6:56 PM UTC
my feelings overflow
with nowhere to go
waves smashing against the breakwater
spraying sea foam
a cacophony no one can hear but me
because it's roaring
inside my head
Jan 2, 2015
Jan 2, 2015 at 11:07 PM UTC