#internalisedhomophobia
you never belong anywhere
ain't it bittersweet?
the consequences of
colors,
colors of your love
and the color of your skin
they never belong
not even with each other.
ain't it bittersweet?
queer of arabia,
my antithesis,
******* and mekkah
don't go together
but life's just a test.
ain't it bittersweet?
Mar 8
Mar 8, 2026 at 6:10 PM UTC
I always wondered
Why I didn't fit in
With all the other girls
Who would gossip about boys
Why it didn't feel right
But I still liked guys
My best friend
Who I'd dream of kissing
Not understanding
That maybe it meant something
And I was into girls
I realised something later
Had an epiphany
And decided to come out
It still feels so right
That I liked girls
And not only guys
The people in between too
And why I loved you
When I fell in love with a man
I felt as though my queerness
Wasn't as valid as I'd hoped
Because I wasn't with a woman
And I wanted forever
With the opposite ***
I've learned that it doesn't matter
Either way I'm queer
No matter who I fall for
Whoever I love and marry
And spend my life with
Feb 12, 2021
Feb 12, 2021 at 10:19 AM UTC