#intensive
anxiety creeping on
anxiety taking over
i'm the youngest in a room
filled with folks i don't know
three old blondes
one middle aged man
i don't belong
just like out there
so how am i supposed to learn
when my stomach is in this churn
like butter i want to be spreadable
anywhere, and in everything
butter is so much smoother than me
for once i'd like to be credible
maybe, one day, incredible.
May 27, 2015
May 27, 2015 at 1:34 PM UTC
our whole adventure
just like a blink of an eye,
was there no gesture
or did i miss
your goodbye?
Mar 25, 2021
Mar 25, 2021 at 3:21 PM UTC
the way this hat feels
on my head
its such a soft wool
its creating a light pull
on the back of my hair
but in reality
warm are my ears
its a deep shade of violet
the color of royalty
i'll reach that shortly
it's knitted quite tightly
but the pull,
it's kind of light
it works with my outfit
my ex's tye dye t-shirt
with a button up
that just happens to be tribal print
i picked it up
the day after i had stayed
that shirt matches my shoes
i took the laces out not long ago
i felt like it would be a better show
they're more comfy now
that's how this whole room feels
Jun 1, 2015
Jun 1, 2015 at 1:41 PM UTC
3.59 am
a monitor
two parallel lines
like a road going nowhere
a mother sits on
a hospital linoleum
by her side
death kneels
politely
holding a child’s hand
Jun 17, 2015
Jun 17, 2015 at 4:42 PM UTC
is it just me
or does
everything at night
seem more intensive?
the music
hits your feelings
way harder
the thoughts
scream louder
in your head
the world
is almost
completely silent
the world
seems just so
much purer
Apr 8, 2020
Apr 8, 2020 at 10:52 AM UTC