#intellectualism
I commit myself to the homicide
of my thought-flowers.
I indulge in the **** -
Killing my darlings
for the sake of art and sanity.
What a paradox.
I have bloodied my hands
with it even so.
No more love-lite poetry!
No more adolescent chinks of the
pseudo-heart!
No more infantile fork-stabs
at the plate of kid-intellectualism!
No more Wikipedia pages
on thoughts
that can swallow computers
whole!
I'm killing my darlings
for the sake of art,
for the sake of sanity -
what a paradox.
Blood is flowing.
I'm a murderer of ideas tonight -
today I will write
about many of life's very few truths.
Like trees.
Like soil.
These are the only constants in mathematics.
These are the identities.
In my garden, I reach out
to crush an
almost-crimson hibiscus.
Petals squelching with skin and nectar -
no perfume.
The hibiscus roils, unliving.
Red pulpy mess;
heart out of chest.
Aug 15, 2015
Aug 15, 2015 at 5:09 PM UTC
Gooder and Badder
Bedder and fadder
What are Americans saying?
Boddle of wadder
Mudder and fodder
What is this game we are playing?
Funner and betterer,
Pitcher and ledder
They expect folks to unnerstan
Gimmes and wannabes
Mundees though Sundees
A hunnert and ten grand.
Gooder and Badder
Bedder and fadder
What are Americans saying?
Reedikullis and eeleegull
Furrin kinds of peepul
Should learn American English
Even when it’s ignernt,
And sounds a bit differnt,
A definite ***** to distinguish.
Boddle of wadder
Mudder and fodder
What is this game we are playing?
Inneresting innerlopers
Drunky ***** goat ropers
That’s what they think strangers are.
Our dippy high schoo dropouts
Don’t care what education’s about
And only care about today’s sports stars.
Gooder and Badder
Bedder and fadder
What are Americans saying?
Boddle of wadder
Mudder and fodder
What is this game we are playing?
May 14, 2018
May 14, 2018 at 6:50 PM UTC
So full are their mouths with words,
That they drip with noxious honey and sweet bile.
Their brains and ears are clogged with ideas.
As they spew forth their own knowledge,
The din of their endless monologues is so great that they hear nought but themselves
And thus themselves they shall always be.
Aug 28, 2021
Aug 28, 2021 at 9:24 PM UTC
My faith in humanity
Is a spectrum of 'what the fuck'
to 'I guess thats a silver lining'
As wicked thoughts populate
And feed Ignorance's beast
I find myself more Alien than before
The true arogance, was believing
That a such frailty of thought was
Subject to times much longer ago
Every step forward, multiplies the path
I take an inch and indifference goes a mile
A cycle of discouragement for truth
But here we are, not immovable or pristine
Nor immune to corruption or hatred
Only difference is I'm still fighting just the same
Nov 29, 2016
Nov 29, 2016 at 12:18 AM UTC
Solving by a flame,
I must be so happy
When born into the world.
Burning on from millennia,
Passion breathes all birth
And end
And everything in-between.
Welded by the inferno,
My face molds to a mask:
Chalk-white as paper skin,
Flakey strips for lips—
My expression alarms.
Into light,
I have projected death
Into shallow screens
With verbose screams.
Emerges towers of babel,
False prophets come as i.
From the pit to the crucifix,
My corpus, my words,
Spreads so thin
As a caricature of God.
I am heresy,
I am the gnostic,
I am conviction
For and against truth.
I am stripped conviction
Of inanity and insanity
Behind and between
Intemperate intellectualism.
Held up to heaven,
My head is afoot
and upturned in disorder.
I have seen,
In violent retribution,
The vehement falsehoods of it all.
I fall to turn
To watchers—
Those who churn
My melted body
To the callous grounds.
In perfervid **********
Burdens strap to backs
And i hold this as novelty.
From its forever conflicts—
Agon of life and fore,
Bodies are torrid
And these ravishments break.
I drown in flaring flagrance,
It bleeds me dry—
These torrid bones of mine.
These final gasps
For air to dust,
I die to an untrue hand.
By a crooked hand,
My voice is seized
From an inflamed throat.
I lie,
Ardent,
Ad a martyr—
My life and death
Has been pretension.
Jan 30, 2025
Jan 30, 2025 at 12:57 AM UTC
The leash as a box full of the wrong tools on purpose.
Elegiac prosaic synesthetic turbulence.
A hamburger that DIDN'T resemble Winston Churchill.
Mental imagery sacred or beloved
A rainbow. Painted waterfall. A watermelon. 13 lbs of Cheez **** squeezed from its cans.
We don't try and teach beauty.
The old country.
And the country's even older than that.
Beautiful monkeys. Sleek and grooming. Made of pure crack *******
Flamingos for the yard..
Hippopotamus toothbrush. Calling. Discarded calling cards. Losing lottery scratchers. Litter.
Waste deep
. Waiting.
Drifting deleterious and delicious.
Flocculent enamored nullibiety Deliquesces
Erroneous flamboyance to a Turnbuckle cadence.
There you were an ostrich with no eyelashes .
loved
love and loving,
Lunchbox desire .
No hunger.
Why look too hard or try to understand ? ; when the price tag isn't an explanation.
There's no such thing as nothing from nothing.
Redundancy,
rhythm or repetition ?
The question, the box, the lie. And the bigger box that it came in.
Mouths in entirety , down.
Exotic plastic
desperation...
pre-school connections given up,
Up.
Lottery dreams pre-lost, organically kind and loser efficient if you don't think about it.
Waste-deep the hippie , our shared sweet spot. Any lower and you all drown. Any higher and you must explain yourself.
“Deleterious and delicious” superimposed as intellectual. thesis . Poison frosting ****** Medicine wrapped sugar - death static. discarded Miles Davis accolades unwarranted ,
heaps of Warhols used appropriately as diarrhea toilet paper and nothing was lost.
or gained as they Jackson Pollacked our way back into inane superficial supposition ...
Spoon fed greatness inseparable from talentless wank ,
SOLD !
True talent feels Greek tragedy heroic in the most ineffable way
among
obstacles that just don't care.
Given Pro- wrestling bell rhythms for lobotomy lullabies. Thud, pause, blood, applause. loosed from their earthly bounds as ****** drenched folding chairs.
That eyelashless ostrich hurts more than it shows. Slick wet Naked-eye so black. Unnatural and vulnerable.
Inappropriate feminine attributions.
Love and loving stacked like mismatched discolored Tupperware
Soiled and abused
so many times enjoyed
.
Languid lunchbox libido
pre packaged useless desire .
Want without hunger. Fuel for lost consumers
bath- robed and slippers ; bleary eyed and dead inside...
It ends almost perfectly for a living wiggly waving inflatable air tube clown.
when something comes from nothing.
The mirror not hungry is not empty.
Jan 25
Jan 25, 2026 at 1:40 AM UTC