#innerstorm
Sometimes I wonder — if I had met you in a different time,
would I still be pretending to be this calm?
Because the truth is — I think too much,
and every thought somehow ends with you.
You became the space between my peace and my purpose.
Even when I stay silent, the silence spells your name.
And yet, I never told you everything —
not because I didn’t want to,
but because I wanted my feelings to have dignity.
You see, I’m not the kind of man who shows his pain loudly.
I’ve seen storms and I’ve learned to walk through them quietly.
But when it comes to you —
I lose that calm I built for years.
You make me question the logic I live by.
How can one person be both peace and chaos at once?
Every scroll, every song, every place —
you appear like a memory that refuses to fade.
Not haunting, but soft — like a scar that still glows in the dark.
Maybe I wanted to tell you this:
I don’t need you to understand my silence,
I just wish you’d feel it once —
how much I fight my heart to act like I’m fine.
I’m not waiting for a reply, not asking for a promise —
I just wanted to let you know,
that somewhere between all my goals,
you became the reason I still pause.
If someday you ever wonder
who thought of you without reason —
remember, it was me.
The one who tried to make sense of love
by turning it into patience.
Because sometimes, loving someone
doesn’t mean holding them —
it means holding yourself,
when all you want is them.
I feel like we could have created a spark that could ignite the world… but it seems like fear is holding you back. I just want you to know, I believe in what we could be."
I still remember the smile when I came home after talking to youfor the first' time .
I used to enjoy being my own
But that's how I realized you were different
Because for the first time I craved someone presense more than my own ...
Jan 3
Jan 3, 2026 at 6:23 AM UTC
the day feels like a room
where all the furniture has quietly lost its purpose—
chairs forgetting how to hold,
windows refusing to frame the light.
I walk through it
like a ghost misplaced in its own body,
hands touching objects that do not answer back,
as if the world has slipped its color
and refuses to tell me why.
my thoughts scatter
like papers in a wind that no one else feels,
pages written in a language
I no longer remember learning.
even my reflection drifts,
a blurred constellation
trying to stay arranged
while gravity keeps changing its mind.
I reach for rhythm, for order,
but everything shakes loose—
my voice, my focus,
the thin thread holding the hours together.
and in the quiet
I stand inside the storm
of a life I can see
but cannot quite hold.
Dec 6, 2025
Dec 6, 2025 at 1:37 PM UTC
The night stopped between my shoulders
and told me not to wait for something
already erased.
The wind beats between our windows —
don’t you hear its fury?
A shortened step, framed behind glass.
A hurried heart, its pulse caught between breaths.
The cold burns through clothes,
but if I tell you to look at me
beyond the walls —
will you come?
Oct 28, 2025
Oct 28, 2025 at 5:58 PM UTC
"In certain hard moments, not even your
comfort food,
favorite perfume,
healing music,
that one comforting conversation,
a peaceful walk in nature,
or a joyful outing can bring you back to normal."
Jul 13, 2025
Jul 13, 2025 at 12:54 AM UTC
It began with a crackle
A spark
A sharp zip in the air
Then followed the inevitable
The thunderous drum
The low rumble
The sound that settles in bone
A deep growl
A warning
And then came rain
Drizzle, then hail, then sleet
Banging on windows
It shrieked and screeched
It wailed and weeped
A wounded cry
The cacophony rolled
And the sound grew loud
Until it invaded every corner
And then
Just as suddenly as I had arrived
I exhaled and withdrew
Curls of fog left behind
A glimmer of prismatic light
Peeked its way out of my heart
Finally calmed and cooled
Feb 17, 2021
Feb 17, 2021 at 11:55 PM UTC
sometimes it’s not the world that is loud,
there’s no rain, no grey cloud,
sometimes it’s a storm inside of me,
where the wind is strong,
like a very cold breeze.
sometimes it’s the rain in my soul,
pouring emotions, telling me to let go,
sometimes it’s not the
outside world,
that is loud,
it’s my inner peace
that whirls around and
has been gathering war clouds
because sometimes
there’s too much stress,
to many thoughts, an excess
it’s not life’s best part
but sometimes
there’s a storm in my heart.
there are lightning’s, even thunder,
and I feel like I’m going under
but I better calm down,
there’s no need for me to drown.
I pick myself up, piece by piece
it’s not a fight without cease
there’s no need for preoccupation,
as long as I am, my own salvation.
- gio
Nov 8, 2020
Nov 8, 2020 at 1:07 PM UTC