#inner-self
Can you see me?
I see you, I see you even in my dreams.
The ones with you painted in them are always my favorite.
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Can you hear me?
I always hear you.
On days when I'm alone I wish nothing more than to hear your handsome voice fill the room with life and colors.
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Can you feel me?
When my fingers touch yours, or when I watch the way you so cutely do certain things, or even when as I listen to you speak through my eyes I scream at you "I love you"?
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But more importantly, can You love Me too?
Oct 11, 2014
Oct 11, 2014 at 12:09 AM UTC
Cursed me for being a girl.
You mock my very frame and build.
**** my womanly ways!
You shove my below you,
us **** women are on the bottom.
Either be pretty of get the **** out.
Cursed me for having a ****** that you men so viciously, tormentfully, obsessively want.
Cursed me for seeming flirtatious, when I'm really not, **** it why?
Cursed me for being born into a ******* expectation of what women are.
Cursed me for having to be conservative.
Curse me for having to be not too conservative.
Cursed me for being a ******* icon for ***
**** it, I'm not gay, I'm just being me!
**** *** Cursed me for being socially peer pressured into being a **** then persicuted for it.
**** curse me.
Aug 22, 2014
Aug 22, 2014 at 12:01 AM UTC
*A ray of dark light,
from a distant invisible star
spotted him sitting
in the circle of
soft, silver light,
"May I too sit with you
so soothing seems
your presence
its gravitational pull
will **** me,
if i am not allowed
to be in that delight
of light"
All he did was just smile
being equanimous,
"The choice is yours
the karmic design
prompts everything
and the consequences
of your action would
come back to you
like your pet canine"
without a word he
told this to starlight,
went back to his reverie
on being and nothingness
"What's the nature of light
in the heart of darkness?"
was his present "koan"
and then,
a disembodied voice,
called out to him
like from a well of panic,
"Effulgent being"
it lamented, "I lost myself,
seeing your kind aura
I forgot my real self
I am a light, but, dark
now I am lost without a trace,
I don't find myself, help"
"Enlightened being"
said the one with focused mind,
I am not a messiah, just a
seeker like yourself
You had a quest,
that transformed you
made sublime,
you are there by rights,
have become one
with the silver light eternal,
even at the heart of darkness
you cherished a drop of light
love it was distilled from pain.
Look inside and see,
you are that, not darkness,
I am still on my way
be tranquil, I am blessed
touched by your heart."*
Apr 1, 2014
Apr 1, 2014 at 8:45 AM UTC