#individualism
In the midst of a field,
They found two shoes:
One was faded teal,
The other was blue.
Lost between stalks of wheat
And a butterfly resting on a flower,
I took a soft seat
And stayed seated for hours.
The fabric is worn,
The laces undone,
I was forlorn;
I knew the darkness had won.
Memories of beauty flashed through my mind,
As I fell far and long behind.
I became bone-straight and *****
Looking for dots I could connect.
Through the corn,
Over the hill;
And as I mourned,
I was not still.
Memories more flashed through my mind–
Why is it that you would hide?
To wait out the pain of life,
To get a break from constant strife,
And where–
Would you hide?
Beneath dandelion petal-tips,
On wine-sullen red lips?
Perhaps you chose different,
To hide in sight,
And I missed you,
Looking for dark rather than light.
I have circled back,
Like time so does.
Will I spend the life I lack
Wondering what all of this was?
In the midst of a river,
They found a shirt:
Old and tattered
And covered in hurt.
I knew at once it was yours,
I would not miss it,
For I was there when it turned coarse,
From sand and stone and wit.
What I sense now is dread,
As hope is quickly leaving.
I would drain the whole riverbed
To find if you were deceiving.
In the midst of my heart,
I found our love:
A little white capsule,
Buried deep in the mud.
I saw it for something more,
A little dove in the sky–
Told me she was torn,
That she had missed her light.
And as soon as she had shown,
She was gone.
In the midst of a wheat field,
Illuminated by golden sun,
They found your shoes;
Not both but just one.
One was blue,
The other teal-green;
One from you,
The other from me.
Off together against the setting sun,
Surrendering in a battle
That we had not won.
In the midst of a field,
They found our shoes,
Mine were faded teal,
And yours were deep blue.
Draped in the light of a brand-new dawn,
We played our own music
While the ghosts sang along.
Nov 5, 2025
Nov 5, 2025 at 2:24 PM UTC
The rivalry of
I am me and you are you --
limits who we are.
Oct 2, 2025
Oct 2, 2025 at 3:48 AM UTC
It's not the older,
but: the younger, the fewer --
namesakes people have.
Aug 10, 2025
Aug 10, 2025 at 2:51 AM UTC
Said the woman,
with her trendy haircut,
colors of the season,
modern attitudes.
“I’m not like the others,”
wearing her tribe’s symbols,
Needing aproval,
Marking her skin with the same icons;
like words of the same language.
“My personality is unique,”
yet if they all spoke at once,
they would form a choir of millions
Millions, searching for individuality
through the same path.
May 28, 2025
May 28, 2025 at 1:01 PM UTC
Life can be a real rut
When you're running through it
Like some kind of a feral mutt.
Big pits that open up
In which you can get stuck.
Rabbit holes made by voles!
For spry are the gophers & moles.
Still, I have love for a rodent.
Yet, ever as such, always
Unprepared for a real owl!
If it ain't the bark or howl
The bite you get is quite sour.
Just gotta give a hoot!
Apr 19, 2025
Apr 19, 2025 at 12:42 AM UTC
Surely the cascade of feet will arrest
The turnstiles of the breathing cityscape
Thundering trains ream the rails they compress
While the grimy skyscraped evening takes shape
“Someone will surely cease this commotion”
-Cry shattered hearts of the forlorn unknown;
their hearts of glass discarded and broken
Metrocarded spinsters of blood and bone,
Amid the discord: a harmonic chirp
A solemn sparrow stands perched in stasis
His proud thesis of hope tries to usurp
the beating of an urban night - graceless
Yet, there is no wisdom in this brave flight
Amid the chaos of the New York night
Mar 6, 2023
Mar 6, 2023 at 11:21 AM UTC
To live for oneself is not selfish:
It is human.
To live for others
Is purpose.
Sep 28, 2021
Sep 28, 2021 at 5:32 AM UTC
A recall to the past
Presently I am good
Comfortable with a toothache
Abolished lives' lows
Shuddered when realized
Have you been opportunistic
Or just had dumb luck
When you avoided
Other's miseries
Did you take more
Than you received
A loner in his thinking
Always was
What is left
No return
Accept it
There will be an end
#(c)near_lane7
Nov 14, 2020
Nov 14, 2020 at 8:19 AM UTC
Behold my careful stride,
I decide.
I decide.
I test the winds
and waters,
I decide
the fate of of the dwellers.
Carried by an external force,
I decide my inner course.
Nov 5, 2020
Nov 5, 2020 at 5:42 PM UTC
Two good, close
Friends
Separated by the
Existence of humans.
For they are
Misunderstood by
The species
They originally
Existed for.
Called themselves
"Objectivity"
"Subjectivity".
Tried extensively to
Establish their individualism,
Yet holding hands to
Become mutually inclusive.
For they were
Unaware
Lines drawn, fades.
Misunderstood by
Humans,
Mutually inclusivity
Confused
As one.
Silly of the two friends,
Had no idea
Humans have failed
Humans for
The longest imaginable
Time.
For they were
Just mere Intangible,
Failing them is
And will remain
An easy possibility.
Sep 17, 2020
Sep 17, 2020 at 12:42 AM UTC
I was born different
I believe in science
Yet is it defiance?
Some call it angst
I say it’s strength
You can be different
Your parents can have opinions
Yes you’ve lived in their dominion
But you can do what you want
Don’t let them give you a haunt
I can have a distinct thought
Because I am not their bot
Religion, career, goals
Afterlife, love, friends, souls
I am strong in the way I speak
I am proud that I am unique
No one can put words in my mouth
For example, North, West, East, South
I can make this a short poem
I can make the rhyme scheme open
I can make stanzas parallel
Or make this syllable swell
Or this poem could be longer
Making my words even stronger
This poem has no distinct sound
But isn’t that what makes it pound
Five, five, four, four, four, four
Maybe this stanza will have even more
Is it wrong to take from myself?
Stealing straight from my bookshelf
“Got to think, got to focus”
“Or my life will go unnoticed”
I think it is mostly alright
It’s fine if I take what I write
So what is this poem’s message?
It seems pulled out of a wreckage
Words mismatched, lines have been detached
The focus scratched, but the theme patched?
Here it is
Was no quiz
It can be hard
Life can be scarred
Yes, you were born rare
Show it if you dare
Jul 19, 2020
Jul 19, 2020 at 7:34 PM UTC
Nowadays everybody seem lost in their mobiles
Seeing the ones they’re yet to befriend as hostiles
Neglecting what used to be human values
We now even forget about our own statues
Too scared to exchange words with strangers at the park
We forget that nature too used leave a memorable mark
Apr 28, 2020
Apr 28, 2020 at 9:07 AM UTC
Ladies and Gentlemen and dear Children,
How does a fool **** himself:
Oh he eats the heads of its own men
And his own mouth with an amen
Apr 14, 2020
Apr 14, 2020 at 9:34 AM UTC
Normality tries to hinder influence
of my cognitive
repercussions.
But elastic banded restraints
keep stretching me to my
limit.
Then I'm restrained before my
first
step..
I try to move along but
I'm always behind where I took
my first step.
My thoughts sharpened,
and I collected every barded
emotion to stretch that restraint.
Taking that step I used my unblunted
fortitude,
and instead of being withdrawn.
I took my real step for the first
time.
normality was restraining and I took
my individualism and broke free
from the expected norm...
Who wants to be normal in a world
of clones.
I'm the original me,
A coherence of self that's now
non hindered by others normality.
Oct 26, 2019
Oct 26, 2019 at 1:56 PM UTC
We bask in the burning sun no longer shadowed by trees or softened by layers of cloud and dust. We relish the heat and gloat of our strength.
"I can bare the sun."
"Look how weak its rays dart forth."
The palm tree dries its delicate arms, and the willow falls with a final exhalation.
Man doth need no shade, for a strong man weathers the sun. A great mountain boasts before the wailing shimmer, and the roses soak up the heat at their leisure.
"I am my own person."
"I am strong and independent."
"I don't need anyone."
But the roses cry without the rain, and the mountain crumbles before the trembling earth below.
The sun withers them all alike. It burns the fields and torches cities. It churns and wails and scorches the lilies.
Oh man. Poor man. How do you plead? For you built no well you lonely sinner. You lie in pain, but you cut down your shade.
You need the sun. You need the rain. You need the shelter, the friend, and the pain.
The rose was born for your pleasure and the sun to keep you warm.
So, sob in the rain, but the palm was born for shelter. Burn in the heat, but the willow reaches out.
Sep 8, 2019
Sep 8, 2019 at 11:15 AM UTC
Wait not for dawn
Wait not for the first bird's song
Wait not for the trees and their leaves
Wait not for the dew on their skin
Wait not for the rays of the Sun
Wait not for them to kiss the Earth
Wait not for the woken faces
Wait not for their curious gazes
Honor the wishes of a dying night,
and a dying heart,
and retreat
For ever were you
another species
Conciliation was
never meant to be..
..easy
Mar 6, 2019
Mar 6, 2019 at 10:42 AM UTC
The Home Owners Association
Came by again today
With open glares at
The green crawling across my chestnut walls,
Blocking out my view of
Their pale tan plaster and
Baby blue curtains.
Fees clutched in hand
Eviction notices in their prayers,
They march up to a house,
Existing outside of their domain,
Bought by a grandfather
And never sold to no developer.
I watch with arms crossed
As they step past tomato plants
Whose fathers I planted with mine long ago.
Pleasantries exchanged
Mean nothing combined with
Cold eyes on me as
I politely tell them that their nobility
Has no jurisdiction.
Later when,
One let’s his dog dig up
Pieces of my lawn-less garden,
I stare from my curtain of leaves
At exposed roots,
The veins of a child’s loss reaching into air.
Tears will do no more than moisten the corners
As I walk outside
Camera in hand
Staring at a man
Who slowly droops
While shame dribbles back into his eyes.
Nothing is said,
Even when he turns and quietly walks away,
Leash held slack in hand
And dog loyally trailing behind.
Jan 30, 2019
Jan 30, 2019 at 1:05 PM UTC
Sometimes I trust my instinct,
but it tells me to do things in ways
that no one dares
It can implore me there,
to take paths no one walks
I fear the fresh footsteps I make
on the new brick road
I'm a social animal, a human;
doing what others do seems the right
thing to do
Once you're a bit different, society condemns
They raise an eyebrow, they don't give
their consent;
But I've seen great people do great things
Because they had faith in their instincts.
They have the drive to keep going,
To try and even fail.
I'd very much like to do the same,
At least I have real
control over my own doings.
If I succeed, I have only my instincts to celebrate.
If I fail, I have only my flaws to blame.
Everything under my possession,
Ne te quaesiveris extra, as they say
It's your life to do, your life to bear.
Nov 30, 2018
Nov 30, 2018 at 1:02 PM UTC
The real subjectivity of life is overwhelming;
Prospective consumes our frontal cortex
But there is no escape from this vacuum seal.
We see the faces of our own delight,
The know how of the here and now,
But we are too blind to look past our own perspectives.
Even when we fathom the hearts of others,
Our understandings are predisposed to our own Identity.
Objectivity is a fleeting notion of reality, of truth
and its as though the ground we hold so dearly
Is constantly fleeing from our grasp.
Today we call this individualism,
a disconnect between one's self and society.
But I so selfishly and foolishly believe
that this chasm stems from being lied to so often.
Am I lying to myself or am I being lied to I do no know,
but it is important to understand that it does not matter
that nothing matters, because everything exists in my field of view.
The only question remains: am I correct
Or has the devil made me a fool?
But this does not confirm nihilism
only hints at its initial potential.
Yet there are common truths that are irrefutable
no matter who you are, real or not:
The reality is the here and now,
No matter what ghosts or demons there may be.
They affect the consciousness constantly
indifferently to whether or not they are fraudulent or true.
And my experiences are true, the emotions are radical,
and even if everyone I know is a figment and interpretation,
they still hold a grasp onto my withering heart.
Nov 14, 2018
Nov 14, 2018 at 1:28 PM UTC