#incision
I believe everything
Happens in a sequence
In an order
I don't need to be
Versed in religion
To understand that
Every test, every sickness
Is moulding me
Into a more concrete form
One with unshakeable foundation
Through every pain
Along my incision side
Made me softer
To other people's pain
And yet I'm grateful for it
The pain yesterday is worse
Than today's pain
And yet with that I still
Don't glorify pain
I just think it's the only way
That I truly learn
Mar 2, 2025
Mar 2, 2025 at 10:16 AM UTC
i can remember the pain,
but unlike most other pain
i can't feel its touch.
i can remember how it felt,
the smooth yet knife-like edge
slicing open my dense skin.
i can remember that feeling,
i yearn for it to come back
and haunt me.
i can remember the sweet release,
the deep incision
and i want it back.
yet i cannot remember how it felt,
i cannot feel the cold glass
that was once there.
but i want it back.
Jan 3, 2021
Jan 3, 2021 at 8:03 PM UTC
I am afraid I'll be sad forever
Nothing brings out a smile
When I am down I often forget
It is only for a while
I am scared I'll never be fixed
My broken heart will never mend
When it's aching it feels like
Pain might not ever come to an end
I fear my instability
Urges to make a deep incision
Temporary emotions pushing me
Towards a permanent decision
May 14, 2019
May 14, 2019 at 2:49 AM UTC
The fragility of the heart is the closest certainty I know
I used to think a broken heart was a hyperbola
give a description of your remission
the loudest sound of all love unspoken
yet we always hear the sound of love broken
and if you repair something broken
it is never the same even if the flaws are never seen
the more it breaks the harder it will be to pawn off as being in perfect condition
if you sew up an incision you will most likely see a scar
Apr 26, 2015
Apr 26, 2015 at 3:34 AM UTC