#imploding
Emotions are deceiving
Leaving
Pain to continue taking
Feeding
It's not something I'm giving
Eliminating
Without the thought of asking
Steeling
Ultimately left unknowing
The plot's ongoing
But the abuse is showing
As I'm imploding
Slow enough to recognize
That maybe the whole thing
Is by definition
A mission being...
...pointless
©2025
May 10, 2025
May 10, 2025 at 5:06 PM UTC
I once again feel as though I am imploding,
because all of this destruction is on the inside.
A black hole devouring light.
Sit in the front seat of a chaos theory lecture and attempt to pointlessly assign order in vain,
for there is no rhyme or reason,
only confusion and grieving.
But you will still look for the butterfly who dare flap its wings.
I've tried and failed.
It's a frustrating thing.
After all, you can't lasso gravity;
You can't force these atoms to come back together into a solid state,
just as I can't force my mind to stop thinking, stop feeling, stop breathing.
Feb 6, 2024
Feb 6, 2024 at 12:26 AM UTC
The Lord knows
He sees the evil
He knows those of us
who sigh and cry
who look around
and see the evil
in our midst.
We want to run
yes run
run screaming
from all this evil...
The way of man
it is not in him
to want
to do right
we must follow
hard
follow hard after God.
Because the evil
the gross evil
all around us
is falling down
all around us.
Imploding
our society is imploding...
We cannot fight it
though we must try.
We can only
walk
circumspectly
keeping our eye
on our Creator...
because you see
the Lord
does know
how to rescue
the godly people
from their trials
and He does know
how to keep
the wicked
under punishment
until that final day
of judgment...
Oh, sigh and cry
hear and fear
reverence
our Lord.
So great
is His faithfulness
His love.
So great is He.
In the midst
of all
our pain
our grief
and our sorrow
there still is
hope.
He will not fail us.
Hope in Him
Hope.
cj 2016
Jul 10, 2016
Jul 10, 2016 at 10:31 AM UTC
depression set in
like the priest to sin
trying to hide it
when it all begins
the snow falls down
barring you underground
hell bent and heaven sent
who the **** knows were my mind went
no way to win
put on a grin
hide it again
your souls caves in
exploding imploding
like the shore life eroding
this should not be how time is spent
Feb 2, 2015
Feb 2, 2015 at 6:24 AM UTC