#im-sorry
The freezing
Burning
On my wrist
My hand goes numb
My heart beats fast
This isn't what I want
But I guess I can settle
Jun 20, 2016
Jun 20, 2016 at 3:02 PM UTC
I miss you, I truly do...
I miss talking to you, hearing your laugh, and seeing your smile...
I miss your kisses, and warm embraces...
I don't get jealous to see one with another, but yet with you it's different, I'm jealous, I miss you, I love you...
.... I'm sorry.... For everything ); </3
Jan 15, 2016
Jan 15, 2016 at 8:56 PM UTC
Would anyone really notice if I die?
Would anyone really care?
Does anyone notice the slits on my arm?
Does anyone see the pain inside me?
I contemplate suicide, and death....
and whether it should be slow and painful,
or if should be quick and painless...
Do I live? Or, do I die?
That is my question.
I think of my past pain, and depression.
I think of the present, and the future...
Does any of it even matter anymore?
Do I even matter anymore?
All I am is a disappointment to everyone,
and I hurt them, without knowing it.
So, do I live? or, do I die?
I choose....
Aug 20, 2015
Aug 20, 2015 at 9:48 AM UTC
I...
I'm .. I.. I'm sorry
please forgive me.
I don't know what I've done
but I think I broke you.
and I understand your life is a roller coster
and that Sometimes existing is too much of a weight to bear
And I get the fact your walk in closet Is stuffed to the brim with
the skeletons of your past
And I understand. that those useless bags of flesh and bones keep trying to come back to life
and crawl out of the back door and into your mind
but I cant help feel that im to blame,
And I know im not..
but I think I broke you
and I know my well timed excuses threw a spanner in the tracks of your roller coster
but I thought i was going o.k.
And I know the grip i have on you isn't deadly...
but ive realised that you are nowhere near mine..
you can walk away at any moment and im still the one at fault.
but I love you
you cought me in both arms when The only other option was to land on my face
so please dont let me fall now
all This time i thought you where a porcelain doll..
who knew i was made of craft paper
Mar 29, 2015
Mar 29, 2015 at 5:32 PM UTC