#igiveup
I’m a mess
Everything we hate about me
Is a cruel sick DNA guarantee
I’m fighting
Fighting to breathe
Fighting to be still
Fighting to stay
Fighting my own demons
I’m so **** tired
I can’t do this anymore
I don’t wanna be here
I don’t wanna live
I want to die
I’m starting to truly give up
May 20
May 20, 2026 at 1:54 PM UTC
the wine sloshes red ,
the bottle a lighthouse of blood .
your teeth are stained with it
we used to live
deep in the woods ,
where the trees are tall,
and the darkness is taller ,
and haggard, looming deer roamed the night ,
but we had each other ,
and that was enough .
throwing stones into the lake when it froze.
you loved the sound it made.
sitting on the hill outside the hospital
wandering the fields after curfew
stealing signs and putting stickers on lampposts
snowboarding down the hill outside your dads
listening to ****** folk-punk
making our hideout in the woods
playing make-believe running from it all into the trees threatening darkness learning the words for light the dogs outside howl they have eyes like gods but nothing howls back they will starve without food and so will us .
we used to live .
Feb 13
Feb 13, 2026 at 8:00 PM UTC
So I tried everything you asked,
I tried so hard I don't think I've ever tried this hard in my whole life,
I don't think I'm ever going to make it to where you want me, and I don't think it's fair that you only love me if I climb there,
At what point do I give up and accept that you're just an evil person?
Oct 26, 2018
Oct 26, 2018 at 5:34 PM UTC
So there I was,
running and running
trying to catch up with the sun,
with all my hopes and dreams.
I was right at an arms length,
until then I woke up
Mar 18, 2017
Mar 18, 2017 at 9:15 PM UTC
because there was no one else
and i can't even help myself
Dec 14, 2016
Dec 14, 2016 at 6:10 PM UTC
I feel as though I'm looking for an anwser to a question I dont even know..
Everything kinda feels pointless when you dont know what you want..
Even if I had what I wanted would I be happy?..
This is just a place to write my feelings no one cares to listen to.. yet I find myself speaking words that go unheard. And its the same everywhere.. no one listens to me so why talk?
Apr 25, 2016
Apr 25, 2016 at 11:42 PM UTC
I see my mirror posted on my wall.
I stop and stare at what I see.
I can't fix the mess in front of me.
Eyes swallowed by darkness and a smile that hides my misery.
I try to fathom how this all came to be..
What happened to me?
A life stolen by illness and disability.
Invisible ones that most of the time, you can't see.
I try to hide behind a strong facade.
Deep down inside, I quit.
I'm tired of playing games.
So I hide my thoughts and push them away.
I stand up tall, and push through the day.
But, When no one's looking, to my knees, I pray..
For. Just. One. Day.
Nov 23, 2015
Nov 23, 2015 at 7:40 PM UTC
I wish you were mine,
Your beauty is divine.
Your personality brightly shines.
Your overall is just so fine.
I just look at the sky, wonder why.
No matter how much I try, You'd probably deny.
I'd always do something awry, You'd just decry.
I wouldn't wanna be shy, but you make me wanna cry.
Even when the tears are dry. I'm not the one you'd rely.
Well, I'm not the tough guy,
***** the retry,
F*ck those other guys,
I don't need a reply.
I don't need a goodbye.
I'll just go die.
Jul 19, 2015
Jul 19, 2015 at 12:28 PM UTC
Like the falling stars
Melting before I reach you
I burn to nothing
Jan 23, 2015
Jan 23, 2015 at 12:42 AM UTC
She can't stop
It's uncontrollable
She just wants to turn it off
She just wants a switch
Turn them off for good
All emotions...
Especially love
For forever
It only causes her pain
Unrequited love
The worst of all
"Friend Zoned"
Backed against the wall
Last attempt
Wasted down the drain
She watches it swirl down
Then drops the knife
Sinking sowly to the ground
No heart + No life
= nothing, empty
and she's finally happy
Dec 29, 2014
Dec 29, 2014 at 5:58 AM UTC
Whatever I say, someone takes it wrong
Whenever I defend myself, people tell me I'm stupid
I get ignored by everybody
And so, I've decided,
I give up
So hate on me all you like
Tell me in the comments
Message me if you don't want everyone to see
But tell me how you hate me
And my poetry's awful
And I'm just a stupid child
Who doesn't know anything
And hasn't got any right to hurt
Tell me again
Not like I'll care
Because I hear it enough
But right now,
From today on,
As long as I live
Which may not be very long,
I GIVE UP
Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 12:57 PM UTC
These secrets are
Smothering my soul
There's nothing left of me
Nothing at all
There is no hope
There is no faith
There's no such thing
As ******* fate
My scars are fading
And so am I
You gave up on me
You let me die
Apr 18, 2014
Apr 18, 2014 at 7:07 AM UTC