#ificould
If I could be a character
In film written word or in video game
I'd have to choose the character
From which I got part of my name
Alucard, yes the Damphir son of Count Vlad Tepes
I would if I could become this powerful walking pile of vampiric unholy flesh
Now you may be wondering why? Why would I walk down his path?
Well dear reader, I'm very glad that you asked
You see, when I think of Alucard, Castlevania I confess comes to mind.
Symphony of the night more specifically, but I'll save that game for another time.
In the game he battles against insurmountable odds, just to answer the question
Is it truly right to follow the fate to which you were destined, even at the cost of many lives?
Mar 19, 2016
Mar 19, 2016 at 1:08 AM UTC
I wonder if I could just let myself shine.
But you see, I hold back all my light.
Always being fearful, that I would shine to bright.
If I could linger in a moment long enough to find, where it is along the way... That I lost my mind.
If I could dance across the endless sky, wrap the wind around me in a tight embrace.. Maybe I could be complete in that time and space.
If I could find a loving soul, then maybe the magic walls would fade.
If I only could for once, find shelter in a home that I have made.
If I could count the endless stars in the night, and let the light alter my view..
If I could just let it all go, and fall in love with you.
Nov 1, 2014
Nov 1, 2014 at 9:30 PM UTC
If I could be a little bit taller
I would lift the weights and return back stronger
If I could fight my demons with my bare knuckles
I would make the hell suffer for the pain it's inflicted on me
If I had been just a little more patient
I would've never taken the pills that fake me happy
Only if I were not addicted to bliss
I would've never leaned on something so fickle
Only if I could have believed in me
When the voices in my head kept breaking me
Only if I had a little bit of faith in God
Only then I'd be somewhat courageous
I've been...
Running through the woods
Walking straight through fire
If I could soar a little bit higher...
I would kiss the painful Earth a goodbye
If I could soar just a little high-er...
I'd embrace the open sky in a heartbeat
Only if I could, only if I could
High up in the mountains, higher than the clouds
There lives an old sage, alone on his own
He's lived through the cold, and he's lived through the pain
He's lived through the hunger, he has such restrain
If I could soar a little bit higher...
I would meet that old man in his humble cave
If I could soar just a little high-er...
I'd be wiser than the old fool I am now
Only if I could, only if I could
Feb 10
Feb 10, 2026 at 6:34 AM UTC