#ifell
Maybe it was your laugh,
Or your eyes,
Or your smile.
It could've been your hair,
Or your voice,
Or your personality.
Whatever it was,
It made me fall
Pretty **** hard.
Nov 9, 2020
Nov 9, 2020 at 3:35 PM UTC
I thought my barriers were too high
I was certain that it will not fall
I guarded my heart
It was locked and kept
I buried it six feet under the ground
I hid it where nobody can find it
I considered it dead
But little did I know
It was me who broke down my wall
It was me who dug my heart
It was me who offered my dead cold heart
It was funny he kept it
Oh no
It was funny to think that he'd keep it
He clutched my heart and I lost my breath
Isn't it ironic, how he killed my dead heart?
It was funny, I am certain.
I thought I was numb but **** it ******* hurts
Oct 27, 2018
Oct 27, 2018 at 11:59 AM UTC
I never planned to kiss you that night.
But your sleepy eyes hold this unexplainable power that in that moment it was the only thing I wanted.
I never meant to play this game.
I put up walls, I became cold and hard, oil promised to never not know where I stand with someone...to always be straight forward....silly me for thinking you understand..you were the same.
I never meant to fall in love with you.
But in this hellish world you found the right time to enter, you put in effort, you stayed when I was my worst...when I was terrible to you...
So yeah I fell in love and I think it's a no...but I still can't tell if you feel the same.
Mar 29, 2016
Mar 29, 2016 at 7:47 AM UTC
there is something beautiful about a memory
that reaches from the pit of your stomach
latches onto your heart
and pulls it under your lungs
placing you in a moment
that once saturated the marrow of your bones
when you close your eyes you can
feel, see, and be just as it was
with carrots, a park bench, the night sky,
a bottle of spanish wine
and his arms cradling you against
the chilling wind
it takes you so deeply into
the inscription he carelessly carved
across the back of your eyes that
when you open them again and exhale
you find it fogging the midsummer air
releasing the very breaths you took
by his side
May 5, 2014
May 5, 2014 at 12:07 AM UTC