I was always afraid of darkness,
but then I realized the only thing I was afraid of, 
was my mind. 

c.f.

chloevd

I don't like when people ask me:
"How are you doing"
So casually!!
I can never give them a real answer
The simple one they want.
So I lie to myself
Trying to feel something better..
"pretty good"
"I'm, (afraid) alright"
"Doing well"
When really
I honestly don't know how I feel..
And its frustrating
That I lie
Not being able to give you
 the answer you want 
Not being able to say
What my heart wants..