#idkwhatthisis
New thoughts
Invading my mind
Help me
This is not what i would usually find:
Sick and twisted
Blood and gore
Things that i've never,
Ever thought before.
"You can't have slaughter without laughter!"
"What's a funeral without a bit of fun?!"
Stop it
I'm scared
Please
GET OUT OF MY HEAD
Aug 15, 2019
Aug 15, 2019 at 9:02 AM UTC
Am I forgotten
Or did I forget
I left this place
And didn't turn back
So much old poetry here
Such a naive younger self
It's been only a year
But nothing feels the same
When did I forget how to smile
When did breathing become so hard
When did I stop caring that I cared too much
When did my poetry become start to sound like a cry for help
I'm not remembered
There is no one left to remember
It's been a year
And now I'm back
Apr 17, 2018
Apr 17, 2018 at 6:34 AM UTC
the sound between the music is comforting to me,
it's almost like a void -
but a happy one.
it gives you a slight moment of euphoria,
time to think about, time.
time advancing.
time.
it lasts long enough for you to think.
the static is the anticipation of,
"whats next?"
a soft presence.
it appears for only a moment,
time sails on.
-j.p.
Feb 11, 2018
Feb 11, 2018 at 8:21 PM UTC
I touch my cheek
And feel the wetness of it
On my hand
I wipe it away
As I whisper to myself
"I can't give this world more of my tears."
Jan 5, 2015
Jan 5, 2015 at 8:41 PM UTC