#idkwhatimdoing
Discarded and tossed aside.
No worth, without you by my side.
We'll meet again.
I won't accept that you're dead.
Struck by lightning, burning and aching.
Bruises of suffering.
No where near the pain that I feel being separated from you.
The vision replays.
It happened so fast.
Gunshot. Bang.
"In another life."
Always another life.
Never this.
Another which I hope we meet, a world far better than this.
How do "I live with love"?
When you're my "love".
Though it is your final wish, and I get what you mean.
But,
We'll be meeting soon my "love".
With the same fate,
a gunshot through my head.
Cause a world without you, is one not worth living.
Feb 16, 2025
Feb 16, 2025 at 9:58 AM UTC
I can see you're broken too
Who did it, why to you
Just don't say my name
I still feel the flame, i do
Don't wanna play the game
But do i really have a choice
Nobody hear my voice
But you, you could understand
You could definetly give me a hand
Let's get up, together
And have each others back forever
With you on my side i swear
For you I'll be always there
Mar 2, 2021
Mar 2, 2021 at 11:24 AM UTC
one's life is a treasure
something beyond all measure
and knowing this
they fight, they destroy
so i shall grant them the end to their journey
so they may find rest at last
thus the light shall shine
and the prodigal son returns to the father's side
i assure you, all will be fine
"What is one thing you would change about the world?"
"The strife, the hunger, the sadness.."
- ?
Jan 9, 2020
Jan 9, 2020 at 8:13 PM UTC
Faces nearly touching
Bodies too close
Cheeks redden
Heart races
Butterflies dance
Mind scrambled
Now lips are touching
Bodies intertwined
Feb 6, 2019
Feb 6, 2019 at 3:31 PM UTC
we deleted our tinders as a way to say we like each other
i watched as you held the shaking square and it bounced
side to side trying to avoid being killed
and then you pressed the little x with your finger
and you put the same finger inside me not five minutes later
nothing has to mean anything if you don’t want it to
but i want it to and i’d tell you as much but i’m scared you’d listen
you want me to meet your parents and i’m already ******* up
in my head because i don’t make a good first impression
too quiet
too quiet
too quiet
if there was something before this i have forgotten it
because all i can think about is your hand on my back
you broke my glasses again and you were so upset
but as long as i can see you it’ll be okay
when you cook spaghetti for me in your little kitchen
it makes my heart hurt
but in a good way
Apr 25, 2016
Apr 25, 2016 at 5:50 PM UTC
Try as i may,
Beneath the ground was where i stayed.
I was a fool, i gave up colour for gray,
Eternal pain and suffering, that was my price to pay.
But as i felt helpless, the world fading from sight,
I saw the most beautiful light.
Could this be? my escape from this plight?
To escape from the gray, to be bathed in white?
With nothing but escape in mind,
I rushed towards it, hoping to rejoin mankind.
And as i approached it, the brightness made me blind,
But i could feel it, i was no longer confined.
A second chance, was what i had received,
A free man once more, i no longer had to grieve.
And as i walked, i look at what i had achieved,
I had escaped the gray, and for that i was relieved.
But as i walked, i realized something was awry,
I was no longer a man, but a soul in the sky.
I knew i was still dead, and for that i cried,
Even though it was my choice to die.
Jun 19, 2015
Jun 19, 2015 at 9:31 PM UTC