#icanthelp
I have a friend
Who is beautiful
And kind
But I am losing her
To the dark side
No not to anything life threatening
Yet
It is this thing called
Popularity
And she wants it
And I'm pretty sure she would do anything
Not to feel invisible
That is a long list
I am worried
Every time I see her
She is more and more distant
She is crazy
Like before
But in a way that is different
How you act with your new friends
Conflicts with some of my morals
You can't seem to think
About academics
Or family
Only your social circle
I am worried
Someone is going to take advantage of your desperateness
To be Seen
And you are going to get hurt
Honestly the only thing that keeps me
From hiding in bushes outside of the houses
You go to parties in
With a chainsaw
Ready to rush to your rescue
Is that you don't tell me when they are
And also I don't currently have a chainsaw in my possession
I am worried
That I am going to lose you
Nov 23, 2014
Nov 23, 2014 at 12:32 AM UTC
6am
an exquisite time for a funeral
loud tolls of the sun
fresh morning breeze
here to dry moist faces
6:01am
a great time to realize
you are a part of the scene
standing on the sloppy green
looking around all bewildering
6:02am
the time 2 min after seven, you get it
it’s you - the one to bear the sorrows
to mourn for the loss
to carry the weight in guts
6 something
now the time does not matter
it’s you - burying your friend
the misbehaving devils angel
since ever a part of your hell
6 sins
only he could play all in one shot
magic up 6 deadly joys
the sinner and saviour
your very rare self
6 days
or even less
you contemplated and found
you shared the wisdom writing
on matters of truth and true love
6 guys
of yours in the meanwhile,
bricking him up, behind the scene
shutting the shy but calling friend out
lying you’d better live without
and now
Your guys were actually You
the blind and dead stupid You
who murdered your buddy in his best age
and 6, .... now makes no sense
All you could do is
speak to the mirror
asking for nothing
or everything
Hoping to reflect back maybe
it was just a call of mercy,
unordinary protection drill
that no one’s dead, not yet
Please please, but maybe...
you just missed the moment
to lay humbly the bouquet down
to say to rest in peace
Apr 11, 2019
Apr 11, 2019 at 11:00 PM UTC