#icantdoitanymore
Shhhhh...
I'm slowly losing my mind
I think I am
The voices they say it's fine
But I dont feel like I am
I can feel it
The curse striking back
The curse of the loveless
The curse of loneliness
Each time I break down
Each time I add another mark
Each time I feel pain
Each time I feel death calling me
I start believing in the voices
The ones that say I'm worthless
The ones that say It wont be better
The ones that say I'm not enough
Cause they're right
I don't know when will be the last time
I write something
I think It'll be soon now
As I feel like I'm close
Close to breaking down
Close to doing it
Close to entering my final breath
Soon I shall utter my final words
Not now
Soon
I'll be a memory
Not a good one to most people
And forgotten by the rest
Oct 8, 2018
Oct 8, 2018 at 8:10 AM UTC
*I can no longer find my voice in bullets and pill bottles. So I found it among the blood and ***** Ain't it funny how the things that are bad for our health are good for our minds?*
Nov 27, 2015
Nov 27, 2015 at 1:24 AM UTC