#iamnothing
I am silenced by sadness and held captive by the fear that everything will go wrong.....
I wasn't always like this but circumstances demanded I experience pain
But they gave me an overdose and now my mind is comatose
Void of all feeling I crawl through this life of mine on hands and knees
My broken skin letting the blood flow, weakening me even more
And I find I'm addicted.
Addicted to the encompassing emptiness ever present in me because of this.
If I am empty then I am nothing
If I am nothing
Then nothing can go wrong and then what will I have to fear
May 7, 2020
May 7, 2020 at 5:46 PM UTC
*I was young.
A child.
Barely able to comprehend simple math.
And you told me that I could be anything.
Anything at all.
To pick who I want to be.
I think you wanted me to pick nothing.*
Oct 8, 2016
Oct 8, 2016 at 3:29 PM UTC
I need you to save me from myself, I feel like I'm drowning in the night.
I'm struggling to reach the surface, I'm struggling to see the light as I sink further down in the depths of my own mind. My heart slows down as I reach the bottom, without you I am nothing. Just another body, numb and searching for a quick escape.
Aug 4, 2015
Aug 4, 2015 at 12:27 AM UTC
oh what a pity
waste of mind
but decent body
brain decayed
but fun to play
*shh, don't talk
shh, don't talk
let me see you
let me see you*
((body parts
never a whole
only parts
broken apart
the thoughts
as worthless as
the dying heart))
shame all those
craveable curves
are wasted on her
Dec 3, 2014
Dec 3, 2014 at 8:46 PM UTC
When you leave
I fear I will pluck each strand of hair
From my entire head
And produce so many tears
That I dry up like desert sand
And blow away in the arid breeze.
I am nothing.
Until you come back,
And take the time
To braid the hairs together,
And collect each grain of sand.
Nutella-sticky fingers glue me all into one piece
With squeezey hugs and blanket fort cuddles.
And I'll forget you ever even left.
Mar 28, 2014
Mar 28, 2014 at 4:46 PM UTC