I used to..feel all alone
A King without a throne
Insecurity sickness caught
A kingdom of unruly thoughts

I used to..think I was no good
Just a knucklehead in tha hood
Dealt pain for my gain
Memories scar leaves a stain.

I used to..wish for inner peace
Within me is a beast
Tame my soul under control
The struggle will never cease..

I used to..want to die 
My soul asked me why 
I did not know..Its painful to grow 
My nature is to try..

I used to..I still do 
Go ahead label me a fool 
In the end myself I *****
My intentions are quite true...♏