#i-miss-you - Hello Poetry

i'll be almost an adult yet i don't feel mature as the pain goes down my throat and collects itself into a ball of tears. stuck. i feel stuck. i feel sorry. (i wish i could say i feel nothing.) i feel like i'm going backwards, asking myself if i should be or not be at all. i don't know what i'll say on my birthday when they ask me what i wished for on the candle of the cupcakes that aren't even the ones i asked for.

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Sep 30, 2016

Sep 30, 2016 at 1:18 PM UTC

hello_blue

my birthday is in seven days.

i'll be almost an adult yet i don't feel mature as the pain goes down my throat and collects itself into a ball of tears. stuck. i feel stuck. i feel sorry. (i wish i could say i feel nothing.) i feel like i'm going backwards, asking myself if i should be or not be at all. i don't know what i'll say on my birthday when they ask me what i wished for on the candle of the cupcakes that aren't even the ones i asked for.

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might altering day, "I miss you.." and I "I love you.."

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Aug 26, 2015

Aug 26, 2015 at 2:34 PM UTC

JudeJaden1987

Beautiful Words

might altering day, "I miss you.." and I "I love you.."

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I miss you More than a drowning sailor Misses the oxygen that gives life Misses the land that supports You are my oxygen You are my land I miss You

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Aug 30, 2014

Aug 30, 2014 at 5:27 PM UTC

matthew-j-dourow

Drowning

I miss you More than a drowning sailor Misses the oxygen that gives life Misses the land that supports You are my oxygen You are my land I miss You

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You asked me if I loved you. I didn't know how to reply seeing that I don't know what love is just yet. You told me that you loved me so I should love you back and I don't think that's how it works. You told me that you accepted me, that no one else would that I would be alone without you. Just because you accepted someone does not mean you love them because if it did then I would love so many people. And I know others accept me, that I won't be alone if you leave. But let me ask you something. How was I, a sad little girl, supposed to love you when she couldn't even love herself?

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Jul 2, 2014

Jul 2, 2014 at 9:37 PM UTC

remyrin

Alone

You asked me if I loved you. I didn't know how to reply seeing that I don't know what love is just yet. You told me that you loved me so I should love you back and I don't think that's how it works. You told me that you accepted me, that no one else would that I would be alone without you. Just because you accepted someone does not mean you love them because if it did then I would love so many people. And I know others accept me, that I won't be alone if you leave. But let me ask you something. How was I, a sad little girl, supposed to love you when she couldn't even love herself?

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I made a mistake last year letting you go. I let you say goodbye and I keep trying to convince you that you still like me. But no matter how hard I try you don't like me. You want me to stop being so pathetic and for me to get a life. If I'm so pathetic why be my friend? Your friends all dislike me is that why you keep telling me no? Maybe it's because I made the mistake when I was 11 and broke up with you after your family had an incident? It doesn't matter since I've told you why I like you and why you should like me but you like another. She lives in Japan since her father got stationed there. You said you might love her but she told you she could never like you like you like her. So I don't get how you call me pathetic and I'm not allowed to do the same to you.

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Jun 13, 2014

Jun 13, 2014 at 9:50 PM UTC

remyrin

Pathetic

I made a mistake last year letting you go. I let you say goodbye and I keep trying to convince you that you still like me. But no matter how hard I try you don't like me. You want me to stop being so pathetic and for me to get a life. If I'm so pathetic why be my friend? Your friends all dislike me is that why you keep telling me no? Maybe it's because I made the mistake when I was 11 and broke up with you after your family had an incident? It doesn't matter since I've told you why I like you and why you should like me but you like another. She lives in Japan since her father got stationed there. You said you might love her but she told you she could never like you like you like her. So I don't get how you call me pathetic and I'm not allowed to do the same to you.

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i miss you, in such a boring way. my eyes materialize you slowly, and blurry, and automatic. i don't need to wish you were here to wish you were here.

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Apr 6, 2014

Apr 6, 2014 at 3:41 AM UTC

ferrin-mcginness

i miss you,

i miss you, in such a boring way. my eyes materialize you slowly, and blurry, and automatic. i don't need to wish you were here to wish you were here.

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