#humiliating
It's really humiliating
To be shaking a cup
24 hours a day
And people just look
At you like you're
Some sort of ***
I go to fill out applications
They look at me and
I'm not looking presentable
And then they
"Well, we'll call you
Leave a number"
But how can I leave a number
When I don't have a phone
It's just a struggle
I've had people
walk past me and
Say "get a job you ***
And I said "wait a minute"
"I'm not a ***
I'm a human"
And, it's hard
After the end of the day
When people go home
I just feel so bad
That I can't be
Going home too
Sep 12, 2021
Sep 12, 2021 at 5:44 AM UTC
I crave achievement, but my body aches from failure.
From constant wounds to my frail skin, courage is beyond reach.
It is elusive, distant, away from my ***** hands.
I want to fulfill my ambitions, but my mind wavers from success.
From procrastination and the dark holes of depression, my conquest of dreams is fruitless.
It is shameful, humiliating, disappointing to my household.
I wish to express boundless love to the world, but my small mindedness has failed to grow beyond ignorance.
From lack of effort and unapparent care, I am a disgrace to my well wishers.
It is sad, dismal, sorry to see such a being alive.
Jun 14, 2015
Jun 14, 2015 at 10:03 PM UTC