#howdareyou
How DARE you do this to me? You know how hard it is for me to
Open my mind to others, to trust anyone. I trusted you.
Why don't you understand the enormity of that?
Deep inside, I know you meant no harm. Or did you?
All the paranoia is rushing back and I'm sinking deeper in my own
Righteous insanity as I spiral in panic and fury. This is the
End of everything
You don't get it! I tried to explain it but you don't see how you're
Obliterating everything I've worked so hard for! Why don't you
Understand that you're ruining my life?
Doing this, telling them, betraying my trust in this
Overzealously evil way, nothing will ever be the same.
This is only proving to me what you've been trying so
Hard to erase from my mind: that
I can't trust ANYONE, or maybe I just can't trust adults,
Since I told plenty of friends and they didn't care
Truthfully, I'm getting a bit tired of all this. What's next?
Obviously, my whole center of gravity is about to shift.
Maybe everything will be ok? No, this is the beginning of the
End
Jan 16, 2025
Jan 16, 2025 at 5:56 PM UTC
From some random adolescent zealot:
Troubled children are the ones to sell it.
Jan 26, 2020
Jan 26, 2020 at 12:38 PM UTC
How dare you
Tell me we were meant to be.
How dare you
Hug me like you care.
How dare you
Kiss me like normal.
How dare you
Do all of this
Right after you were with her.
How.
Dare.
You.
May 30, 2019
May 30, 2019 at 6:09 PM UTC
I won't write for you anymore
I may think about you
thoughts, but only thoughts
I will light that fire
Immerse myself into it's smoke
Breathe deep, Exhale
I listen to the air
waiting for it's guest
Whispering to the bones
I will not lose to them
I can't lose
Not today, not tomorrow
I will cry for me
Shed tears of my struggles
Shed tears of your success
Still
I won't write for you
Still
Nov 4, 2014
Nov 4, 2014 at 12:02 AM UTC