#hostile
No need to be so hostile…
Unless, of course; you’re happy being the abused and the abuser… the miserable and the miser…
No need to be so hostile…
Unless, of course; you think that the pavement is only meant for you and nobody else matters…
No need to be so showing; unless, of course you believe that this way you can love like an image that never moves but stays stable…
No need to be so loving…
Unless, of course -
You feel something beneath your skin -
Something more than just nodding, gobbing, prodding - giving into nothing - playing the game because that’s what you were programmed to do -
Rather than feel the blue - climb back up the marble stairs that dropped you - to the masked and dangerous depths of our inaction and compassion, where we hide and reveal our rarities rudely to a badly written opera script devoid of any course…
Unless, of course… you want to look at yourself climbing back to you from that floor, the shining mirror of the chandelier kaleidoscoping your charging spirit horse - you could rejoin them again and become one beautiful being…
Unless of course, unless of course…
Nov 2, 2025
Nov 2, 2025 at 4:05 AM UTC
POISONOUS,
HARMFUL,
DANGEROUS,
UNSAFE,
You saw the
⚠️ WARNING SIGNS ⚠️,
but,
You was STRICKED
like a SNAKE!!!
TOXIC,
HOSTILE,
like being
shot from
a PISTOL!!!
UP, UP and AWAY,
into the
SKY like
a MISSILE!!!
she was out-of
this WORLD!!
she was out of
her MIND,
You saw a
FRIENDLY FACE,
but, on truth
she wasn't KIND.
You wanted to
be with her, but,
she told you NO.
She is made
of TOXINS,
SHE WILL **** YOU,
now,
"GO!!!!"
You didn't
BELIEVE HER,
and you DECIDED
TO STAY,
Now, HER POISON
has KILLED YOU,
No more seeing
ANOTHER DAY!!!
You should HAVE
LISTENED,
YOU didn't HEED,
her ⚠️ WARNING ⚠️
Now, your
LOVE ONES are
GRIEVING, and are
ALL IN MOURNING!!!!
B.R.
Date: 07/29/2023
Aug 22, 2024
Aug 22, 2024 at 11:50 AM UTC
Natural forces
are becoming more hostile
due to climate change
__________
Nov 14, 2023
Nov 14, 2023 at 11:15 PM UTC
Is it just another perspective?
Or is it a much broader lie?
Is it what makes you fly into the sky?
Or is it that something that helps you through the night?
Is it just an expression of thoughts?
Is it just some feelings that you bought?
For someone, from someone?
Or is it everything that you sought?
Is it like writing your life script?
Or yet another piece of paper that you ripped?
Is it just some words you could gather?
Or is it out there forever,
Once you pieced those words together?
Is it just a combination of phrases and words?
Or is it expounding on a fairy tale that you heard?
Is it just a mysterious experience?
Or is it something more serious?
Is it an escape from this cruel world?
Or is it a declaration of truth with a banner unfurled?
Is it like God speaking through you?
Or is it always within you?
Maybe in different forms and styles,
Something that makes you stop and stay awhile?
Is it a catharsis of a tragedy?
Or something to help you keep steady?
Is it ever hostile?
Or does it always makes you smile?
Sep 22, 2020
Sep 22, 2020 at 8:43 AM UTC
Trying to tame that which is within is a counter defect too something even more excruciatingly impossible too seemingly dabble right into! All because nothing truly ever remains the same afterwards...when all limitations are shot clean straight off the market! A market that is ONLY of the making towards what truly is from within, that harms ALL products into a complete stasis of "subjugation". Subjugation is how this thing (from within) is desperately trying too fool you into even trying to reach out from within (first and foremost). Actually, there's NO telling what could happen when you even try to "reach out from within"??? Since nothing is truly trusting when limitations start to burn out! Like a "spark plug" inside a cars engine that burned out because it short-circuited too many times, that it eventually wore it's entire self out cold! Showing that even while trying too tame (that which is within) may seem like just an incredible idea...at first.... Only until you are shown you've been left both lost and forgotten, altogether. Until you were to finally discover that nothing ever made sense to begin with. It's because you've been out cold this entire...damn time! WHY?! And why am I just noticing this now...?! Simple... Because a long, long, long...time ago... You tried to control something beyond ALL your wildest dreams of being capable of achieving! Especially while trying to tame that which is within! You can't erase the past! Just like when you are finally discovering that you've been short-circuited one too many times! Conclusion... The end result, is a massive tempting pleasure! Showing that you were obviously right about one thing... The market from within, is now spreading joy too your most wildest dreams about simply trying to merely take on that which is within!
PS... What do you suppose that could mean...?
Aug 11, 2020
Aug 11, 2020 at 11:52 AM UTC
I admit.
I used to wake up
in the middle of the night
and stare at you.
I absorbed your body in my eyes.
Nothing amazed me more than
watching a violent hostile human
remain calm and intact.
It was my only moment of peace
with you next to me.
It was the moment you reminded me
of the person I first fell in love with
"Goodnight"
Sara I. Raad
Apr 19, 2019
Apr 19, 2019 at 3:16 PM UTC
Am I upset?
No, I don't think so.
I think the best way to describe how I feel towards you right now
is to buy a ******* useless vase, instead of adding it to the rest of your collection of useless stuff down in the basement, use it as a decoration, give it life and purpose and make a pretty flower grow in it, every now and then water it, clean the mess it makes, heck-- even take selfies with it. Next, I want you to unwillingly do the following:
put this vase on an ad on Craig's list, give it for free to someone who is on the same continuum of uselessness. Done? ok, now go break that ******* vase. What? You can't? It's not yours anymore? How does THAT feel? Do you feel upset? Angry? Confused? No, you feel helpless. Well now you know how your friendship feels like and what your friendship means. Not cool. We aren't cool. Don't make me break you, it won't fix you into becoming someone I need.
Feb 4, 2019
Feb 4, 2019 at 3:21 PM UTC
You must,
You just must surround yourself with people who respect you,
Give regard to those who do not
The path down the hill of contempt
Is one not well-kept
You might hear this often
I do,
I guess I know it’s a lot easier to write this
than to do
But once you leave,
you will feel free
Your company should never make
You feel hostile and trapped
You’re worn out and
It’s uneasy and uncomfortable
You don’t need an explanation to leave
Havoc and abhorrence
That’s they’re own doing
There may never be a consolation to these type
Of toxic relationships
But that’s the beauty of free-will
You are in charge of ones discretion
It may be unrequited, unsettling for them
But think about you now
Liberate yourself
Respect yourself
…
let them go
& now, be free
Oct 12, 2018
Oct 12, 2018 at 9:28 PM UTC
Their is no sort of hell for the trip we took
I bloodied my knuckles and stabbed myself
You cried your eyes to your knees
You've erupted into a flowing river of hate
I stand by your door and hopelessly wait
For you to realize i STILL love you.
My cold being is in transition
The icy crater I create in fear of monsters
Yet you erupt and I slide back down my hole
Escaping your roar and claws
Reaching for the only thing I have left
I hold myself and calmly say "this is a nightmare".
I do not sleep in peace
I assume your position hovers above me
I assume you can weaken my defenses
Unlock my door with a glance
I fall asleep in fear that the monsters will release themselves,
That angry beast summons itself and destroys us both.
Dec 5, 2017
Dec 5, 2017 at 9:57 PM UTC
my eyes x-rayed you as a stranger
as you were one
I knew I should give you a chance
But my heart refused to budge
Jun 10, 2017
Jun 10, 2017 at 1:44 AM UTC
This day was fused with difficulty and a newer sun
The only note this night can end on, is a bad one
In the rush I fell further from life, poor fortune seemed impaled
The crude white's new and improved hypocrisy had been scaled
A restless heart burns beneath these bones with a trembling sigh
As I'm identified, it hits like vesta when these loaned emblems tie
Apr 22, 2017
Apr 22, 2017 at 8:06 PM UTC
Her wont on a sleeve
only made hour grieve
while fever fed a cold today
the road sought hither late
and zonked this dale
still clamored in her oath
she'd bid herself again
but to perish her affront
while inside my belt
only brought here by stock
would swelter in her seat
along highway oft-tried and
never abandoned till a rap
her deathly congestion, Alas
Mar 5, 2017
Mar 5, 2017 at 7:31 AM UTC
that is what I have been
for 8 years.
I've been a mute.
I have been expected to take the ****
to make the impossible work,
sleep it off,
and take what i cant dish out.
Don't expect to understand me
my life's story
is really quite boring.
He wants you to think
that I am just a perfect, quiet little church boy,
that has a demon side to him
he has lied for years,
each time pushing the mute button a bit harder.
I am a mute,
but it is time for me to speak.
He won't expect it,
he WILL regret it.
He is responsible for my scars,
and they want revenge
I'm coming for him.
I shall arrive only so soon
the dagger in his chest,
8 years of damnation
will fill his soul.
He will be muted
just as I was,
so long long ago.
May 9, 2016
May 9, 2016 at 2:53 PM UTC
My mind frozen
time frozen
efforts cold
I still hold
My cellphone
in one hand
mouths chatter
eyes close .
///
Cold lifeless hands
inching closer
to hot smooth flesh
raging with ********
potential.
Throbbing heat and
angry breath
fills the room
Mar 30, 2016
Mar 30, 2016 at 8:10 PM UTC
Hostile Envirnoment
A place unsuitable for life
Where love grows weak and weary
And will very likely die
Hostile Environment
Where peace does not exist
Where war is a disease
;A nasty brutish cyst
Hostile Environment
Where Nothing goes right
It needs to be saved
Or put out of sight
Hostile Environmemt
May be conquored at once
But u must have faith
In yourself...
You are strong
Feb 8, 2016
Feb 8, 2016 at 8:40 AM UTC
anorexia and binge eating disorder
depression and OCD
reactive attachment disorder
sexually assaulted
sensory processing disorder
suicidal
abused
neglected
hostile
resentful toward mother figures
fearful of father figures
cutter
people pleaser
desire to be perfect
high expectations for herself
lost
"im not sure how i am going to help you. but i will do my best" -she says
Aug 26, 2015
Aug 26, 2015 at 11:11 PM UTC
i am one sad poem after another.
but i am not ashamed of it because they all reek of you—
my backstage baby
Did you know I only think of you? Of course you did.
Did you know I'm always writing for you? Of course you didn't.
Did you know I only smile for you? Yes. So now the only time i can see your teeth smiling is when they're grazing my skin, but i watched everything i had left fall through your fingers.
I think you gave up on me, or maybe i gave up on you, or maybe i never even had faith in you but it doesn't make now any less empty.
I am not hostile towards our flat-line but i still miss you.
Jul 9, 2015
Jul 9, 2015 at 11:48 PM UTC
What is this place
Where I am;
The people are so strange.
They glide around
With too many words,
But not one kind exchange
Apr 4, 2015
Apr 4, 2015 at 1:40 AM UTC
*hostile,
and aggressive,
maybe you are
perfect for me,
darling.*
Apr 22, 2014
Apr 22, 2014 at 9:19 AM UTC