#hologram
i am imprisoned
my head pushed underwater
unconvincing decisions
swim in the head of this daughter
numb haze
image of unreal
my heart in a blaze
not very ideal
disconnected from fate
unsure of what is to come
the hologram is about to fade
wake up before you become numb
heavier than ever before
the ***** that is within me
does this indicate something that adores?
only time will see
Dec 15, 2020
Dec 15, 2020 at 9:28 PM UTC
You say
Do not hold on to
Material Things
That we take nothing
with us
When we die
But
Did you know our God
is
Materialistic
For have you not
heard from the heavens
Nor seen the sky
You and me
were nothing more
than
an idea
That came to life
When our Father
used his hand
Through
an
Artistic mind
So
Forgive me
as I hold onto
the simple things
in this
Material Life
The things
that matter
Are
You
& I
Jun 22, 2019
Jun 22, 2019 at 6:42 PM UTC
I wish I was still the girl who stole your heart
When I would sing at the top of my lungs
Wish I laughed with the same authenticity
As when we were careless and young
We were happy wasting time together
Friendship as strong as steel
I attempted to show my gratitude
For the love you proved to be real
Lived in a magical stupor
Fueled by Mountain Dew and your caress
Over and over downplayed my desire
Infatuation I tried to suppress
Even after my parents disapproved
I loved every imperfection
You were too irresistible
I couldn’t help my affection
When my heart was taken I had no clue
Did not see how much I’d grown to care
Then you began slipping out of my control
Helpless, I was quickly running out of air
All I want is to love each other like that
You are willing to try once more
I can’t give myself completely
You need the person I was before
I am now a hologram of that lively girl
You can only see who I was
I am sure you’ll hate the real me
Fear you’ll see her soon enough
Apr 16, 2019
Apr 16, 2019 at 2:50 PM UTC
He sat on the edge of his bed, the room surrounded by darkness.
The air was cold and harsh, wind blowing through an open window.
Sound crackled from the panel, as lights flashed across the board.
He stood up in a rush, tumbling off his bed.
Blue streams of light swirled in a cylindrical fashion.
The man rose up, staring into the whirling and shapeless light.
A woman's face appeared within the light.
Then her arms.
Chest.
Legs.
She was there.
Tears welled up in his eyes, streaming gently down his cheeks.
The woman began to smile, and cried along with him.
She reached out her hand, in an attempt to brush away his tears.
Her fingers made of light faded across his tear ridden face.
The pixels made no contact with his skin.
They both stood there, smiling, staring into each others eyes.
Seconds turned into minutes, which turned into hours.
As they sat together laughing at a inconsequential event, they both knew it was time.
His hand hovered near her projection, her hand hovered near his.
They closed their eyes and imagined a world in which distance did not matter.
With a hiss the machine came to a halt.
The room was silent.
Darkness once more filled the void.
The man got up and walked towards his bed.
He sat on the edge, and began to wait.
Jan 10, 2018
Jan 10, 2018 at 10:36 PM UTC
You're the code that I'm trying to figure out
You're the Pantone shades I'm trying to understand
You're the positivity and the doubt,
You're the missing element I want to cage a grand
I think I have mastered your patterns in crazy alternatives
That right now, I'm still arranging your unorganized buttons
I attempted to love you your likings, just to say that I am widely creative,
Though there are devilish and majestic counts for your respective reasons
Many mouths have delivered and said the same guilt of languages
Chaotic pasts and mayhems are hidden to remember
These wounds and emotions are no longer to be covered with classic bandages,
You're the holographic dream and the impossible to reach in all chambers
I have encountered broken promises and I have trusted ranks of themes,
I guess we enjoyed the pride to where the roads will lead us to
Roses aren't that romantic as beautiful as they seem,
Orbs cannot unsee your inadequate schemes because boy, you're see through
My mind is floating twenty-four-seven like a gushing river,
Cues subsided in between unidentified hallucinations
Honestly, there are things that I insist to sugarcoat,
Scooping the factors that you have a bucket of reservations
Oftentimes, these glitches could appear in authentic waves
Feet are out of the box, searching for the valid sequence
My crumpled heart is the cursor and you're the file I still need to save,
This is the chronicle of how you became my iridescence
Nov 8, 2017
Nov 8, 2017 at 7:09 AM UTC
Vietnam, you uncovered my soul
Gave me a song, a direction smog
Looked at the pandora box I held
Unstripped my flames up temples
A hologram of the graded existence
Seasoned in explosions of burnt haste
Decked on buses,ducked in valleys
Chilled bays, overly paddled kayaks
Such sweet taste of the Halong bay
Undreamt mist of the skies stared
Fishing squids and bellied jellyfish
The soil, the sound,an orotund playlist
Mar 11, 2016
Mar 11, 2016 at 2:53 PM UTC
You are the erroneous mirror
also the distorted, reflected figure,
and the observer, the root cause of all,
just, comically absurd,if you see straight.
But this plight, to you remains alien always.
as the logic works outside the bubble.
May 3, 2015
May 3, 2015 at 9:01 AM UTC
it's all lies, darling.
***it'll be okay,
we're here for you,
i love you.***
it's all lies.
everything they've taught you,
everything you know,
it's a lie.
a hologram.
a projection.
Apr 16, 2014
Apr 16, 2014 at 4:47 AM UTC
my life is no longer life
but a hologram.
nothing is real anymore,
every thing is transparent.
Apr 16, 2014
Apr 16, 2014 at 4:43 AM UTC