#hirt
With every word she speaks of him
It hurts my soul
It looks like
blood soaking through paper
****
Aug 19, 2016
Aug 19, 2016 at 12:45 AM UTC
And I thought I had gotten better. Until a voice spoke up inside my head.
"Wow you ****
"You were nasty. Why would they stick with you."
"You think you deserve this?"
"Your parents are tired of you. They can't afford you."
"Why are you still alive. The career you chose just burdens everyone."
"You don't even play that well."
"You think anyone would ever keep you? Get off your high horse."
"no one likes you."
"You don't belong here. You should just keep on being a person who *****
Apr 14, 2018
Apr 14, 2018 at 12:39 PM UTC
feeling oceans growing
in between me and everyone I love
and thought that would always be there
guess they won't
and neither will I
I'd rather be all alone
than to keep begging for your love
your time
and your help.
guess I'm the only one left anyway
Jun 26, 2018
Jun 26, 2018 at 10:12 PM UTC
How is it I can reach out and bless everyone I touch except you
You tell me I'm enough
I'm doing well
I don't believe you
I disappointed myself again
Even if you can't see it
My bar was set higher than you set one for me
You said shoot for the moon and I shot for a Pluto that others said didn't count anyway
Jan 26, 2019
Jan 26, 2019 at 3:32 AM UTC