#highhopes
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I expect that I have hope, but
I hope I don't have expectations
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Apr 29
Apr 29, 2026 at 12:02 PM UTC
I hope you wouldn't feel the same way like I do.
I hope no one will leave you in the mid air while you are falling endlessly on the little things she did for you. I hope you will not doubt all the signals she sent to you. I hope you will not sleep at night overthinking the what ifs that could possibly happen. I hope your dreams will be pure dreams and that fear of losing her in reality won't come hunting you there. I hope you will not take risk if she doesn't have any plans to be in danger, because most likely, you will end up being alone in that danger. I hope her past won't make you feel any envious because you can give her love and all the past just gave her a different bunches of anger and madness and bitterness. Remember, you can give her love more than any other man could.
And while the butterflies in your stomach make creepy sounds while she stares at you, I hope you will not remember my eyes the first time you fell in love with me.
And while you heart flutters because you make her laugh at the jokes you used to tell me, I hope you will not remember the smile I plastered on my face and how my dimpled cheeks becomes more rounded when you did all the little things to make me fall in love with you.
I hope she will choose you over and over again--the thing that you never did to me.
But if she won't, I hope you wouldn't feel the same way like I do.
Jul 17, 2019
Jul 17, 2019 at 7:28 PM UTC
Never get your hopes too high up
Or they might crash and burn
Feb 19, 2019
Feb 19, 2019 at 1:05 PM UTC
I'm battling the toughest enemy
myself, that i couldn't carry
Everyday i want to bury
my heart that's always teary
Arrogance sometimes arising
Selfishness is encircling
Desolation isolated me
lack of passion come free
My ambition is so high
without persuasion I die
Alone in high tones
come without high hopes
Negativity are all in my system
each day distressing perfect scheme
My toughest enemy is not you
from the start it was me, and always it’ll be
Fighting every inch of my piece
yearning to defeat the fiercest antagonist.
Aug 31, 2015
Aug 31, 2015 at 9:50 PM UTC
Do not sweet talk to me
about the future
about our future
unless you can actually
see it
see me
and not question
if we are truly meant to be
and you are aware
that you would dread for there
to be a morning
you awake
to an empty bed
a twist of fate
to someone who is not me
and could never be
for I am the one
you know
you want
and
need
Jan 11, 2015
Jan 11, 2015 at 11:23 PM UTC
You wear your best suit
You wear your best smile
You wear your best perfume
I wear my high heels
I wear my high hopes
I wear my red lipstick
You are so sweet
as the maple syrup
in my pancakes
I'm like a butter
spread in the bread-
melting when you look at me
This love tastes like a coffee-
Bitter-sweet,
Strong and warm
But the I realised,
You took me in the heartbreak hotel
(C.D.)
Jan 1, 2015
Jan 1, 2015 at 2:46 AM UTC