#hh
last night I laid in bed
calling my gf like I usually did
but yesterday was different
she brought up that one show-
your old favorite show
I couldn't hold back the tears
you ruined it
you ruined everything
you ruined every song I listened to
you ruined my gfs show she wanted to watch with me
you ruined the musical I was waiting to see
you ruined the words I wanted to say
you ruined every form of love I wanted to give
you ruined where my best friend lived
you ruined the idea of long distance relationships
you ruined dying your hair blue
you ruined your favorite animal
your ruined my old favorite flower
you ruined everything
and that night as I sobbed
I hoped my gf wouldn't do the same
Dec 2, 2025
Dec 2, 2025 at 12:56 PM UTC
Terrific thoughts,
Shallow breaths,
In between it all
I feel everything
Including the universe in myself
Nov 29, 2018
Nov 29, 2018 at 6:53 PM UTC
In the silence, there is a sound.
Nay, it cannot be heard
by the naked ear
but rather by
the naked eye.
In the darkness, there is a light.
Nay, it cannot be seen
by your barren eye
but rather by
the passers by.
Watch your love, and watch your life
For in itself, beauty's strife
will take a hold
on your lowly, downed life.
Unfiltered lenses cover eyes
create a day where no one spies
on hearts of truth and hearts of lies
no one hurts and no one dies.
Beauty is in the unseen, unheard.
And one day, one day
more lessons shall be learned.
Sep 13, 2016
Sep 13, 2016 at 4:24 PM UTC
*Don't let him in
Guard the entrance
Don't let the door to your heart
Open again
Don't give him the key
Don't give him a hand
Keep him out
Ignore the man
You know how it'll end
All alone again
Left naked on the floor
Not caring anymore
A lifeless doll
And empty shell
Is what will be left
When he leaves you in hell
So don't let him in
Don't let him see
How much his presence
Actually means
Run away from the feelings
Don't realize that they're here
But pushing him away
Is something you don't dare
Think with your head
Don't listen to the heart
The head it protects you
From falling apart
But what if he comes closer
What if he wont keep the distance
What if he wants to know
So many different things about you
What if he wants to talk
Just to hear your voice
What if he gives you a lot
Of his sacred free-time
He doesn't bring flowers
Neither pay your bill
But the more he talks
The more you loose your will
But don't let him in
Don't let him see
How much his presence
Actually means
This is the things
Which my head says
To my confused little heart
When it slowly awakes*
Jun 8, 2016
Jun 8, 2016 at 6:18 AM UTC
I just killed Amor
I literally shoot him down
It was in selfdefence
Since he was aiming with his arrow
Like I wanna be in love
A death sentence
is by far more painless
So I made the decision
to put this winged baby
In a state of endless rest
Feb 14, 2016
Feb 14, 2016 at 3:31 AM UTC