#hellbound
Can't sleep
Can't think
Numb to this sick place
....Sereal....
Feeling as if im unreal
Why can't I just deal
****
Maybe today you'll realize nothing is make believe....
Why can't I just get up and ******* leave?!
These thought's keep me hellbound
Can't sleep
Can't think
But yet another day arises
Yesterday just like today
Today just like tomorrow
So it goes.....
Hope gone
Distortion strives to stay alive...
Success!!!
Unclear
Days blend
Dead?
Alive?
Still here
Numb
Oct 21, 2015
Oct 21, 2015 at 3:33 PM UTC
I won't pretend, or defend, what has brought me here
the desolation and destruction, I am my puppeteer
Bridges burned in effigy, and friends left far behind
like a beaten, broken refugee, self pity in my mind
Apathy and idiocy, the wreckage of my past
trailing chains behind, and in my waters, aft
Shed no tears and make no prayers, not on my behalf
hold me as a bad example, set upon a flaming hell-bound path
Dec 12, 2016
Dec 12, 2016 at 1:59 PM UTC
Dear [insert name here],
This is For:
A girl made out of glass,
The world sees only her mask.
A shattered scarlet smile,
It might be the blood
of those who broke her heart
The weeping willow tree,
It weeps for what it sees
The boy that ‘cannot love.’
He only does what he is told
This broken-hearted ‘thing,’
They call me ‘freak’
A ‘left-behind-but-safe,’
There is no real safe place
A queen who can’t want ‘life’
Or love, or anything at all
A silent mourning scream,
No one hears her call
The banished lovers lost,
Because there are so many
And for
The undead ones who miss Hell.
Because they know
Hell,
Is better than this place
Where everything is pretty
And everything is 'normal'
Or it is worth
less
Than nothing at all.
Sincerely,
Someone With Things to Say
Mar 22, 2018
Mar 22, 2018 at 9:34 AM UTC
To perfect paradise
We are, too often, sent hellbound.
Jul 24, 2020
Jul 24, 2020 at 12:23 AM UTC