#heleft
When you left
I became a cartoon character
But instead of the same outfit and hairstyle
I wore the same grim expression
The same tired eyes
The same lack of motivation
You’re long gone now
And I’ve become a secondary character
Flat, one sided
Simply existing beneath everyone else
It’s been one year since you left
And now
I am nothing but the background of a scene
I am still and grey and inanimate
I am behind you.
Apr 11, 2020
Apr 11, 2020 at 10:16 PM UTC
I told her I liked
But inside I loved him
Then she got him first, so I let her be happy
And stayed in the shadows
He left our town after they broke
They both were fine with it
And I was to busy hiding...
To see him go
He was my one way to heal
He saw me and he like I saw him
But that girl had to ruin it
You're still like a sister to me and I, you
But
You don' ****** up
Nov 28, 2018
Nov 28, 2018 at 10:33 AM UTC
He left and missed
Changed me
Now I'm finally free
Deleted every trace of him
He is finally gone
Gone for life
"You made my heart break
And that made who I am"
He's missing out bad
So sad too bad
Missing out, that sick *******
Nov 7, 2018
Nov 7, 2018 at 1:57 PM UTC
and im a fool for not realizing
that when we spent those moments together
the ones that meant the world, the moon, and the stars to me
she was on the back of your mind
the whole ******* time.
Jan 15, 2018
Jan 15, 2018 at 3:41 PM UTC
look how happy
look how sweet
how could she ever weep
so beautiful
so tasteful
how could she not be hopeful
her eyes are like the ocean
her smile is like a crescent moon
but her eyes do not seem the same
she may laugh but it sounds so bear
she may smile but her eyes wont smile too
she may look happy but she is lying
you can see it when you really try
she can look at him with a smile
but she really wants to cry
she carries on like a solider with battle wounds
bleeding out of every cut her body takes in
the deeper she cuts the less she feels
we want to save her from her self hate
she doesn't think she is good enough
because she isn't her
he left her with broken dreams
a life that could have been
so the process begins
she cuts she starves she cries to sleep
she vomits after meals she sleeps all day
they wonder what has happened to this girl with the deep blue eyes
she has fallin' in love
but she went past his heart
and fell into the abuse
this girl is no longer at your school
you use to see her everywhere
but not anymore
she took her last breathe and jumped
in hopes to go into his heart
but a rope caught her before she hit the bottom
this girl feel in love
so i told you her story
but what you didn't know is the girl was me
May 26, 2016
May 26, 2016 at 8:51 PM UTC
And isn't it ironic? To crave the things you hate?
Being an alcoholic who can't stand the taste of it's nectar?
To be an addict who can't handle the bittersweet taste?
To be addicted to the very people who want to get rid of you?
But when you're given the low road, you're left chasing the high.
It's not usually attainable, but please try your best to survive.
And i know you don't want to just be alive, you want to live a life that counts.
So please try your best, because i know you don't believe in what's in the clouds.
And i know i'll never come close to anything real.
So i'm stuck losing my dignity and making ****** deals.
While i'm drowning in this mess and trying to find someone or something real.
Trying my best to heal.
Yeah my lips are still sealed.
I don't know where i'm going, or in which direction i should make my way.
I'm just trying to mend this mess day by day.
Failing to cut out the liars and the fakes.
Realizing that it's only my life at stake.
So why is it my time to leave, is this all fake?
I keep love in my heart, just waiting to let it out in just the right place.
But it seems no one wants to fully open the gate.
I'm damaged beyond belief, when the **** am i gunna find my place.
Not only in this world, but in the eyes and hearts of others.
I guess i can be vicious, but all i really need in life is a lover.
But when your hopes are too high you start to question your worth.
I guess you set me up for failure because i thought i knew love but i really only loved you first.
Dec 22, 2015
Dec 22, 2015 at 9:01 PM UTC
You said you didn't want to lose me
That you wouldn't know what to do
But you certainly knew how to say
"I don't love you anymore" and you knew how to walk away.
Sep 10, 2015
Sep 10, 2015 at 2:42 AM UTC