#heartpain
It is so easy for you,
to crush my self-esteem
I wish I didn't love you,
because I know you don't love me
You aren't who I thought,
I guess I've been blind,
bruises heal & I forget,
how it affected my mind
Being punished for the past,
whether it was my fault or not
I thought our love would last
but I settled for what I got
You take all that I have,
want me at your beck & call,
then tell me I should be glad,
I'm getting anything at all
Apr 26, 2025
Apr 26, 2025 at 3:20 PM UTC
Some nights passages away so prompt
those nights i enjoy deeper sleep
for other un-rushed nights
my chest carries a burden of my heavy breathe
shadow of cold night stabs my chest multiple
times , these nights
are filled with discomfort as
i struggle to calm my unrest mind .
my eyes wide open , i hear bird chirping outside
sun rays tracing their way up the bed , soothing
my hurting chest ,
i close my eyes and pull the blanket to one
side as now i can sleep calmly without fearing
dreams of pitch black nights .
May 3, 2020
May 3, 2020 at 3:19 AM UTC
the fantastic phantasm
of a troubled mind
can haunt away
the delightful shine
emanating from
your glowing chi
until you're numb
'til it's hard to breathe
s.q.
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Sep 10, 2016
Sep 10, 2016 at 11:26 PM UTC