#heartbreake
I would go through that pain a hundred times if I knew it was bringing me to you.
Dec 12, 2019
Dec 12, 2019 at 8:47 AM UTC
I've loved the wrong people
But I've loved them right
I've learned how to love
The people I shouldn't have
I've given up my heart
I've shown up my art
Expected what they couldn't give
But I've done it right
I've loved purely and bravely
But the direction was misguided
But I can't help to fanthom
That maybe one day
The right person will show
And I won't love him right.
Feb 16, 2018
Feb 16, 2018 at 12:49 AM UTC
missing you comes in waves; the hurt hits me just like the waves hit the shore -- indefinitely.
Nov 4, 2015
Nov 4, 2015 at 2:35 PM UTC
Is it so hard to be honest?
I never knew. Did you
Ever even care for her,
Or maybe I was the lie.
Was I really just too hard to withstand?
The selfless girl must help,
Again being misused. Misread,
Misjudged, all she really wants is love.
You kissed with compassion,
Like she was the only one.
She knew better though,
Knowing it was all "in fun."
So what about the other,
The one you claim to be yours?
Is she truly important,
Or worth as much as the floors?
Did you lie to her, are you still to me?
You act like there's no tradgedy.
I see your destruction, I'm your victim of pain.
Lord help me not to say this in vain:
Is it her or is it me?
You filthy creature, hurting all
Gentle women. What did we do to you?
You're no man, just simply a fool.
We females aren't dumb,
Sentimental at best.
You're the rude, almost evil,
I don't know 'bout the rest.
Jul 17, 2015
Jul 17, 2015 at 10:33 PM UTC
He sometimes comes up in your stories too.
Fondly I think of him, but would he remember?
I certainly still do.
You act like he no longer exist.
I know better than that tall tale.
The one of you and him,
No longer seeing one another. There,
Among other things, is one pain.
The pain of the truth, and memories made.
I often blamed myself for tragedy.
You said not to worry.
But you also said he doesn't matter,
And that there is no hurry
To see the new.
You know, what that told me?
You weren't ready for rude,
Awkward battle between you and him.
You said you were, of course,
However, that's never how things end.
I have hope for the two of you yet.
It's said that you hate him.
You did drop a few threats,
One on me, in the beginning.
For that I don't know why.
Nonetheless, I also thank you even if someone else is winning.
Jul 16, 2015
Jul 16, 2015 at 4:27 AM UTC
You never did me any good
My mother warned me about you
I never thought you'd let me go
We were fine, I can't allow myself to get to close to you, you might pull back in
All you had to was stay, and I would still be yours.
Mar 9, 2015
Mar 9, 2015 at 1:42 AM UTC