#heart-broken
Wasteland--the people don't belong.
They must leave
so that the singular human
can be in its natural habitat.
Ice doesn't begin to describe
the summertime, the holidays,
spring,
every **** season.
Jan 28, 2016
Jan 28, 2016 at 1:34 PM UTC
I’ve never been so alone since last October
When you thought six feet under was better than being with me
It’s never been so hard trying to stay sober
But what is reality when you’re all I can see?
Darling, we had the world but you chose to get swallowed
And left me up here with the an unbearable curse
I’m followed by the remains of your lost shadow
It never lets me forget how much I can hurt
In the middle of every night, I feel your weight beside me
Drooping down the bed and creaking the wooden floors
But when I turn to look, the room is but empty
And I know your ghost is waiting by the door
Your memory is haunting and I have been restless
The feeling of your presence is still alive
And although I can’t see you, I know they exist
Your ghost will be the last thing I feel tonight
Feb 14, 2015
Feb 14, 2015 at 6:58 PM UTC
When I see that picture of you, I cry
When I think of you, I cry
When I see the necklace you bought me, I cry
When I think of your smile, your laugh, your look, I cry
When I see your clothes, I cry
When I think of promises you made, I cry
When I feel I am suddenly OK, I realise I am not, I cry
When I talk to your Mother, we cry
When I hear New York on the news, I cry
I cry cry cry and I am sick of it. But still I cry.
You jumped, you died, your choice but now my pain and I cry
I am all cried out
I love you
Jan 23, 2015
Jan 23, 2015 at 6:43 AM UTC
I was alone,
I was sad,
You saved my life,
You saved my head;
A dark ally,
Need a fresh start,
Built a brick wall,
Around my heart;
You came along,
And made me smile,
You where ready,
For an extra mile;
You gave me hope,
You made me warm,
And made my house,
Feel like a home;
You made me trust,
And got me comfortable,
But then you hurt me,
I was so gullible;
Dec 22, 2014
Dec 22, 2014 at 1:44 PM UTC
Many days I spent running after somnambulist shadows
Which sometimes seems as closer as my heart.
And it sometimes looks stumper and hoax.
The word of thy mysterious gazing at me.
Many times I went to you to ask for.
But I was failed and knee to your stubborn.
Your adamant makes me afar infinite miles from you.
Everything what you have seems ruth to me –
And that ousted me from your heart forever.
Thousand more times I tried to disclose
The meaning of my amorous feelings for you.
Thousand more times I kissed you through the wind.
I don’t know those are reached at you or not.
I feel you always and all time –
When the blue stars shiver in the distance sky.
When the mid-night wind sings around.
In middle of the night of Spring when leafs fall down.
I can hear your delicate voice always and everywhere.
Though I know in my heart, you’re no longer.
I forgot the Class, Society, Religion, Country and Community.
And I made a drastic mistake.
Dec 7, 2014
Dec 7, 2014 at 6:55 AM UTC
I destroyed my body
for a peace of mind i never got.
It's amazing how at one point in my life
I will be extremely close with you and then
later you will become a complete stranger.
You passed me without a word,
without a single acknowledging look. But,
you were the person, who once knew me so well
that you knew all my dark secrets and saw me through.
You were the smell before the rain but
now you are the blood in my veins,
a heart without chains.
May 25, 2014
May 25, 2014 at 3:18 PM UTC