#healthier
new year,
new me,
the promise
i never keep.
i say every year,
ill get fitter,
ill go out more,
ill eat different foods,
ill make more friends.
half of it just ends up -
never happening.
it's just another thing on my list.
i always feel like
i failed myself because
it was meant to be;
new year,
new me,
but instead it's always
the promise
i never keep.
Dec 29, 2025
Dec 29, 2025 at 6:45 AM UTC
Happy non-anniversary to you.
I marked it emotionally
but I forgot what the day was.
I marked it by
processing, tracking my progress;
taking a very rare breath to reflect.
I recognised the barriers still left,
looked at ways to overcome them.
You meant so much once,
and now I forget.
Happy non-anniversary
to me.
May 28, 2021
May 28, 2021 at 5:42 AM UTC
hi
i know we're not on the same team anymore
but is it wrong that i still root for you?
i know you know
that i know this is best for us
we were never burning nicely
always to bright or too soft
sometimes the wind would leave us
stuck in the dark
when i think of our conversations
i know it is clear
that there is good reason
for you being somewhere else
and me being here
but when i lay down at night
and i hear your favorite song
the only way to sleep
is to pretend im in your arms
so is it OK that i need you
even though i don't want you
is it OK to still miss you
while wanting nothing to do with you
so when im in the stands all alone
is it OK that i root for you?
Aug 30, 2018
Aug 30, 2018 at 10:36 PM UTC