#healingprocess
Replicating thoughts—reptile skins, changing
shadows, down to earth; repping tiles—
:revolving doors, resolving morals through
cutthroat self-worth; like ice-cold Sprite slicing
my throat— lime seeds bite, then lemon trees
from words; what I spit, I plant— pain grows
proof, even when it hurts.
A six-pack that hurts from trading sixpacks,
late nights; uncontrollable forces still, I force
control within— a brown stain on white forces,
forces me to face what shows; at least a piece
of white remains, at least a piece of growth
still grows, even when it feels slow.
Mar 26
Mar 26, 2026 at 4:45 PM UTC
A love paradox — I don’t fall in love…
I fall into question: “I think I’m in love”—
no… I’m not.
Going missing… or just missing you?
Acting reckless— but when I recover
from this, I’m hoping to be wreck less.
A better conclusion.
Feels like my face is about to break out—
“please don’t press that pimple;”
Don’t force heal the issue, as your skin
keeps trying to find a way out; this body’s
just a cage we decorate, while dreaming
of a way to break out.
Overall, watching life through opposing
mirrors— every reflection arguing with itself
showing me more than it appears
Layers stitched in silence, truth tucked under
presentation; there’s more of you beneath
those overalls.
Protect yourself, invest your health, extend
your wealth, learn from others; be yourself.
Who are you trying to impress, if they really
don’t value your self?
Mar 18
Mar 18, 2026 at 4:53 PM UTC
My heart is bruised...so here I am writing a poem... how cliche of me. Crying over a man who told me I was worth the fight but still let me go...how cliche of me. Mind running laps searching for all the faults I made, all the things I could've done better knowng I gave 150% to him knowing that if my efforts were honestly valued you would still be laying next to me instead of me laying by myself..how cliche of me. I thought that if I allowed him into me that he would see or that he would feel just how much I loved him and that I was forever by his side but for him... it was just itch to be scratched.. a urge to be dealt with...how cliche of Us
Jan 18, 2020
Jan 18, 2020 at 2:17 PM UTC
Maybe it's not the nightmares keeping you awake.
Maybe it’s the memories of her smile.
Maybe it’s the way she made you feel, or maybe its just the loneliness that’s gets inside your head.
But you have to let go if you want to heal.
Apr 13, 2016
Apr 13, 2016 at 2:05 PM UTC