#healingheart - Hello Poetry

Dear you, Hi it's me the idiot girl who fell in love with you. As much as I don't like admitting this, I can no longer refuse to call it to the surface after 6 long years of mentally denying it. I wish I hadn't; fallen in love with you that is. I thought after what happened I could easily cut you out and try to forget, but I say this honestly now, that never really happened in my heart. You don't have to worry though as much as my heart breaks and hurts I won't confess to you. I will continue to play the role of "friend" and pick up my pieces after. I will keep it locked inside me and one day, hopefully, I won't be the idiot girl anymore. I will have let go and moved on. But I'm not her now; as much as I would like. Cause here I am still in love with you. The memories I have of us are joyous but laced in pain. When I delve into them it's like I willingly place my heart into the fire...... I can't help it. Sometimes I wonder was any of it ever real? You made me question my value. Even to this day I shy away from intimacy and others that may try to get to know me. And you know why? Because it's your face I see, it's the way YOU make me feel that I feel. They can't compare. Then I wonder will I be like this forever? Even when you lied to me, even when you began walking away, I still loved you, I still love you. Sometimes it's hard to look at your face. As we have begun to be friends again, I find myself holding back. Reminding myself not to go back there again. As much as I still love you, I know that it is just as much you still don't love me. I have been asking God lately to help me when it comes to you. I pray that He would change THE WAY I love you. I have asked Him to help me see you as a brother, but He made me realize that first I must be willing to give up all the feelings I have for you now. My grip is a lot stronger than I thought so it is going to take some time. There are moments I physically remove myself from you so I can be firmly planted on the ground again. Believe me when I say I am trying. I don't want you to be constantly worried if I will like you again, although I have admitted to loving you this isn't what you have to watch out for. This is a me thing. This is a path I have to walk and funnily enough I have to walk it alone. You can't fix it, you can't prevent it. Only I can. So I will continue to love you at a distance until my grip loosens and my love is able to change. You don't need to worry, I've got this. Continue being you and I will continue being me. Eventually the knots will untangle and we will both be set free. Sincerely, The idiot girl in love with you.

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Apr 12, 2016

Apr 12, 2016 at 9:02 PM UTC

Vanzy

To the boy I love that doesn't love me.

Dear you, Hi it's me the idiot girl who fell in love with you. As much as I don't like admitting this, I can no longer refuse to call it to the surface after 6 long years of mentally denying it. I wish I hadn't; fallen in love with you that is. I thought after what happened I could easily cut you out and try to forget, but I say this honestly now, that never really happened in my heart. You don't have to worry though as much as my heart breaks and hurts I won't confess to you. I will continue to play the role of "friend" and pick up my pieces after. I will keep it locked inside me and one day, hopefully, I won't be the idiot girl anymore. I will have let go and moved on. But I'm not her now; as much as I would like. Cause here I am still in love with you. The memories I have of us are joyous but laced in pain. When I delve into them it's like I willingly place my heart into the fire...... I can't help it. Sometimes I wonder was any of it ever real? You made me question my value. Even to this day I shy away from intimacy and others that may try to get to know me. And you know why? Because it's your face I see, it's the way YOU make me feel that I feel. They can't compare. Then I wonder will I be like this forever? Even when you lied to me, even when you began walking away, I still loved you, I still love you. Sometimes it's hard to look at your face. As we have begun to be friends again, I find myself holding back. Reminding myself not to go back there again. As much as I still love you, I know that it is just as much you still don't love me. I have been asking God lately to help me when it comes to you. I pray that He would change THE WAY I love you. I have asked Him to help me see you as a brother, but He made me realize that first I must be willing to give up all the feelings I have for you now. My grip is a lot stronger than I thought so it is going to take some time. There are moments I physically remove myself from you so I can be firmly planted on the ground again. Believe me when I say I am trying. I don't want you to be constantly worried if I will like you again, although I have admitted to loving you this isn't what you have to watch out for. This is a me thing. This is a path I have to walk and funnily enough I have to walk it alone. You can't fix it, you can't prevent it. Only I can. So I will continue to love you at a distance until my grip loosens and my love is able to change. You don't need to worry, I've got this. Continue being you and I will continue being me. Eventually the knots will untangle and we will both be set free. Sincerely, The idiot girl in love with you.

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Kiss me like an exclamation mark; you caught me by surprise. In your eyes I see those question marks, wondering why my body didn’t answer your touch with the certainty you offered. __It’s not you.__ It’s the way the last touch I felt came with a full stop. A hard ending pressed into my skin, closing a chapter I never meant to finish. Since then, my heart has been a blank page I’m too afraid to write on. _I haven’t found the courage to start a new sentence..._

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Nov 19, 2025

Nov 19, 2025 at 5:27 PM UTC

OddOdysseyPoet

Punctuation of a Shaken Heart

Kiss me like an exclamation mark; you caught me by surprise. In your eyes I see those question marks, wondering why my body didn’t answer your touch with the certainty you offered. __It’s not you.__ It’s the way the last touch I felt came with a full stop. A hard ending pressed into my skin, closing a chapter I never meant to finish. Since then, my heart has been a blank page I’m too afraid to write on. _I haven’t found the courage to start a new sentence..._

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When I finally let you go, know that it comes with forgiveness— quiet, honest, real. I’m letting the memories fade, even if your presence still lingers in the corners of my world. What happens to you now is no longer mine to carry. If I hold on, even a little, we’ll only fall back into the old rhythm of hurting and blaming each other. So I release it… I release us. Breathe, darling. You’ve survived storms before— you will again, with me or without me. And when you miss me, you don’t need to call or text. Two years we tried to hold our pieces together; there is no need to carry this pain any further. Try to move on from me, the way I’m learning to move on from you. I may still feel something when our friends speak your name, but I won’t step back into your path. My chapter is closed, and so is the story we wrote together.

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Nov 17, 2025

Nov 17, 2025 at 4:53 AM UTC

Deluna

Where our story end softly

When I finally let you go, know that it comes with forgiveness— quiet, honest, real. I’m letting the memories fade, even if your presence still lingers in the corners of my world. What happens to you now is no longer mine to carry. If I hold on, even a little, we’ll only fall back into the old rhythm of hurting and blaming each other. So I release it… I release us. Breathe, darling. You’ve survived storms before— you will again, with me or without me. And when you miss me, you don’t need to call or text. Two years we tried to hold our pieces together; there is no need to carry this pain any further. Try to move on from me, the way I’m learning to move on from you. I may still feel something when our friends speak your name, but I won’t step back into your path. My chapter is closed, and so is the story we wrote together.

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My world was once built on a shifting of sand A fortress of whispers I held in my hand I guarded its gates and I prayed they would hold A story of love that was growing so old But I traded that crown for a different kind of prize In the service of others, with new, open eyes I wore a new symbol, a promise, a creed A red cross of healing for a desperate need So if you should wonder how I finally grew, And let go the ghost of a yesterday's you, Know that a new purpose showed me the light And led me to love in the stillness of night -by Majd Saab

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Aug 2, 2025

Aug 2, 2025 at 3:36 PM UTC

MajdSaab

A Crown for a Creed

My world was once built on a shifting of sand A fortress of whispers I held in my hand I guarded its gates and I prayed they would hold A story of love that was growing so old But I traded that crown for a different kind of prize In the service of others, with new, open eyes I wore a new symbol, a promise, a creed A red cross of healing for a desperate need So if you should wonder how I finally grew, And let go the ghost of a yesterday's you, Know that a new purpose showed me the light And led me to love in the stillness of night -by Majd Saab

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Pretty as a Magnolia in May As she walked, her hips She would sway No one knew why she would always sashay Her peers wanted to live that way Where they thought they didn't need to pray But they didn't know the pain Her life struggle, just a walk in the rain How hard it was just to stay sane Mastering all the courage, even a grain 'Little Miss Perfect' just to avoid the cane The slightest of mishaps would proliferate All her progress would be profligate For every error a scar she would get Making sure she didn't forget And now after growing up in an environment with every of the known cautions Through maelstroms of emotions Knowing the consequences of each course of her actions Her only solace to chase her dreams and passions She did as much as possible to lengthen her stride For if wishes were horses beggars would ride Though in the mud she held her head high with pride For at that moment she had no one in whom to confide The stars aligned and she made a friend Someone to encourage her to the very end Who didn't want clout as was the trend Whatever she needed, she would lend How great it felt to have someone on whom to depend ©Scyther Poems

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Jan 15, 2024

Jan 15, 2024 at 9:20 PM UTC

Scyther

Her Story

Pretty as a Magnolia in May As she walked, her hips She would sway No one knew why she would always sashay Her peers wanted to live that way Where they thought they didn't need to pray But they didn't know the pain Her life struggle, just a walk in the rain How hard it was just to stay sane Mastering all the courage, even a grain 'Little Miss Perfect' just to avoid the cane The slightest of mishaps would proliferate All her progress would be profligate For every error a scar she would get Making sure she didn't forget And now after growing up in an environment with every of the known cautions Through maelstroms of emotions Knowing the consequences of each course of her actions Her only solace to chase her dreams and passions She did as much as possible to lengthen her stride For if wishes were horses beggars would ride Though in the mud she held her head high with pride For at that moment she had no one in whom to confide The stars aligned and she made a friend Someone to encourage her to the very end Who didn't want clout as was the trend Whatever she needed, she would lend How great it felt to have someone on whom to depend ©Scyther Poems

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I took a far peek at your seek and glanced into your eyes Eyes wide shut. You sunk me in and inaugurated me I peep in slightly to be magnified Star gazing at life's mystery , Your Sky is ever so gracefully true of mendacity Taken away by your master mind sailed away majestically , Accompanied my heart of blue I look up, the twinkles run my mind and anchored , Settled to disappointment too. I wondered why so down while life waves aimed up hi I conceived a facade love story that just began in my mind , will this nightmare end in horror or in sweet serenade.? A question that ignited our flame searching and fouling out with words of shame Attending to this nautical phase, unquestioned ! Redirected attention and navigated back to my heart. I sail away back to the start and peep in your telescope once more, There i realized Distracted with sparks and accumulated the mind with blind truth. I fooled myself in falling in love with a fool .

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Jun 23, 2014

Jun 23, 2014 at 11:32 AM UTC

egypt

Telescope vision

I took a far peek at your seek and glanced into your eyes Eyes wide shut. You sunk me in and inaugurated me I peep in slightly to be magnified Star gazing at life's mystery , Your Sky is ever so gracefully true of mendacity Taken away by your master mind sailed away majestically , Accompanied my heart of blue I look up, the twinkles run my mind and anchored , Settled to disappointment too. I wondered why so down while life waves aimed up hi I conceived a facade love story that just began in my mind , will this nightmare end in horror or in sweet serenade.? A question that ignited our flame searching and fouling out with words of shame Attending to this nautical phase, unquestioned ! Redirected attention and navigated back to my heart. I sail away back to the start and peep in your telescope once more, There i realized Distracted with sparks and accumulated the mind with blind truth. I fooled myself in falling in love with a fool .

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