#hatered
I wish i could be empty
Not just feel empty
Because i am so full
Full of hatered
Full of doubt
Full of disgust
There is too much
I feel to much
I want to be less
I am to big
I am too tall
I am too full
Yet I still crave more
I crave for emptiness
I long for nothing
Oct 23, 2025
Oct 23, 2025 at 5:42 PM UTC
Those eyes which later on me when I was around,
Are now not even searching me in crowd.
That smile which came up when I saw you,
Is now not present but pressed in straight lips.
Those hands which used to hold me,
Have now left loose for lifetime to be alone.
That world which was mine,
Has now left me to ,beginto set up new world.
Mar 9, 2020
Mar 9, 2020 at 4:01 AM UTC
If I like girls what would you say?
I were to love a girl or a boy would that be okay?
I like girls, But when embraced I"m called a ****** I am confined to the normal reality of this world
I like boys, I can openly express that but can i really without being called a ***** or a **** We are supposed to love everyone, but we do not love anyone but our selves, we are afraid of the different
We fear change, when will we change?
Apr 4, 2019
Apr 4, 2019 at 12:33 PM UTC
Dear Him,
I hope someone terrifies you.
I hope you have nightmares
That wake you up
Screaming.
I hope that you won’t be able
To wear clothes
Without thinking twice.
I hope that standing next to men
Gives you
A panic attack.
I hope you’re always
Afraid of seeing
The person from your nightmares
Behind you.
I hope people ask you
What you did to deserve it.
I hope your loved ones
Call you a liar.
I hope you cry when you finally tell your mom
After years of silently living with it.
I hope you blame yourself.
But,
I hope it never
Actually happens to you.
I hope you never
Have to live through
The ****
The molesting,
The groping...
None of it.
I hope no one ever does to you
What you did to us.
Because no one,
NO
ONE,
deserves that.
Feb 6, 2019
Feb 6, 2019 at 1:45 PM UTC
Their love was no more
but yet they kept their cool
the burning fire was
but yet they never showed it
The sparks in her eyes were no more
their kisses were no more as hot as it was before
butterflies no more hovered in her stomach as it
used to when he touched her
what she felt for him was nothing but pure hatred
With time he understood her
and started fighting for her love
the love he knew that no longer existed between them
But yet he fought so hard
to the extent that he risked
his life to show how much he loved her
but yet she never showed that she cared
and this brought pain to him
yet he never stopped fighting to gain back her love
As time passed by
she felt little sparks when ever he held her
and also felt pain seeing him in pain
yet she acted as if she didn't care
because the guy she claimed to hate the most
was the one she was falling deeply in love with
As they grew older
they started to rekindle their love
but this time she loved him more than ever
never letting him feel such pain again
this time she felt his pain and he felt hers
Their love became like burning fire
and the little things she had against him dissolved easily
because of the love she had for him
unlike before their love became stonger
and brighter for all to see and admie
their love was like fireproof
truely it was fire proof
Aug 8, 2017
Aug 8, 2017 at 4:04 PM UTC
I feel lonely
and its killing me
there's a million thing
I wanna say
but I'm not supposed
to say it any way
the heart weighs a lot
pierce my chest and keep it apart
I don't love you anymore
but its not from my core
coz I love you and I know
I can't get over you anyhow
I wish I had a choice
but I'm dying to hear your voice
to smile with a broken heart
yeah I'm good at this art
the heart is bleeding
and desires are dying
hold me tight and let me stay
with my life, this love will fade away
your silence is killing me
instead shoot me and set me free
I don't love you anymore
I know its not from my core
Jan 26, 2016
Jan 26, 2016 at 2:02 PM UTC
How can it be, I said
As I laid and stared
Why me I asked God
I always prayed so hard
Why did this happen
What have I done
I never sinned or pinned
I was never out of line
All I did was obeyed
Why did you spare me
I should of just died
I remember still now
Many years later
The scar on his cheek
the smell of his odour
The bang against my head
Nothing but a faded scar
The marks on my stomach
Hiding behind my imperfections
I fought real hard
But I had to give up
I prayed that day
That God please don't spare me
I'd rather be dead, then a shattered soul
The image of his face haunts me still
I remember those eyes
Burning deep inside my soul
Lord how I seek for revenge
The one that stole my soul
He took away my motherhood
But he will never know
For that day will haunt me forever
And forever I will be afraid.
Apr 6, 2015
Apr 6, 2015 at 4:53 AM UTC
Ignore me
I am too blind
To see
What you mean
When you say,
"I don't want to see you anymore."
Ignore me
I am too deaf to hear
Your voice in the crowd
I can't even control my tears
When you shout out loud,
"I don't want to see you anymore"
Ignore me
I am too clingy
I don't know
When you don't want to see me
Because you're being polite,
So just don't talk to me.
Ignore me,
I don't deserve anything,
I don't deserve to get fake love
I don't deserve these useless white wings,
I am satan,
I don't deserve any kind of love.
Feb 14, 2015
Feb 14, 2015 at 9:41 AM UTC
I hate my life
I am awkward
I am insane
I am everything bad
Which exists in this world
I hate my childhood
Because it was just an empty well
In which the snakes raked down my skin
And made my life hell.
I hate myself
Because I don't deserve this life
I don't deserve to be called anything good
I don't deserve these good people
I call my parents
I am just a peice of garbage
Which was sent here to rot.
Jan 31, 2015
Jan 31, 2015 at 12:00 PM UTC
I hate the type of goodbyes
where nothing is said
just things are forgotten
like the smell of my perfume dabbed slightly on my collarbone
applied softly, wishing you would notice
or how you ran your fingers down my neck
giving me goosebumps every time I inhaled the sweet aroma of rain lingering outside
and now
the beautiful words that flowed dangerously fast out of our mouths
are no longer spoken
you gracefully faded from my life
like how foggy breath fades in the winter
Mar 30, 2014
Mar 30, 2014 at 10:47 PM UTC