#hardly
Holding on the hope you will return
For a moment think that you have
Brief impulse is all that I've earned
Resist coming completely back
I'm lying beneath skies full of stars
Frozen ground padding my head
Weakly wondering where you are
Pushing up buried expressions unsaid
The deep roots are tough to rip loose
They've been planted profoundly for so long
Forlorn because I failed to use
Fearing they'd come out wrong
Anguish has now awakened
Manifestation of my flaws
Regretting the path taken
Past a parasite that gnaws
The thought of freedom makes me laugh
Existing but actually dead
Like the way I cope with being half
Acting like I'm whole instead
Isolation is an alien feeling
Heard stories but had no clue
Hardly remember what it means to start healing
Never had a cut as deep as you
Apr 1, 2024
Apr 1, 2024 at 4:10 AM UTC
chasing shades across the borderline
Living shadows leave me misaligned
Shaking hands, release compounded ideas
Violent dreams
Slipping farther from an open mind
Blue and broken, for end of time
Parting ways, never could decide
Just how it should be
Counted down all the time i spent
Reuniting with my arguments
Running lists of all types, worthlessness
Not that hard to see
Sep 29, 2018
Sep 29, 2018 at 4:06 AM UTC
Anticipating a positive end result,
I give it my best attempt,
'Coz the anti-climax is not desired.
Love depends on my career in life,
I have kindled the dream,
For long enough to let you go now.
Aug 24, 2016
Aug 24, 2016 at 2:24 AM UTC
I dream peacefully
And hardly dream
Of peace.
-- Eleanor
Mar 11, 2016
Mar 11, 2016 at 3:33 PM UTC
Please. Pull the trigger, why don't you?
Become a murderer. A sinner.
A criminal.
People will spit upon you in the street,
Their hardly masked disgust wizened old men.
Are you really that willing?
So go on.
**Pull the **** trigger.**
May 17, 2015
May 17, 2015 at 1:08 PM UTC
Broken
Easily fixed
Broken
Fixed
Broken
Hardly fixed
Broken
Thrown away
Lost
F.Z.N
Sep 25, 2014
Sep 25, 2014 at 9:46 AM UTC