#halucinations
Your smiles and sorry's
Are like bad habits
That never die hard.
Begging for my forgiveness
Knowing if you beg
Just enough,
I'll break like a twig
Under your feet.
I am a nice person,
A nice, forgiving person.
But-
Even I know that
Eventually, there is a pattern.
You are bound,
To this Earth,
To make the same mistakes.
Your same mistakes
Are like a bad drug.
You can't just shake it.
Withdrawal-
Night sweats and hallucinations.
Gotta go back for more.
Itching for that burning taste.
There you are,
Begging again...
Jun 29, 2018
Jun 29, 2018 at 11:16 PM UTC
Tears can't stop flowing
letting my eyes float above reality
it's not real
but still you're standing there
smiling
lovely
at my missery
I can see you ther STANDING
YOU'RE THERE. STANDING
It's not real.... hehehe...
it's not real...
"But my dearest darling"
it's not real...
May 11, 2015
May 11, 2015 at 5:31 PM UTC