#halt
The space in every word of a sentence
The silence between notes of a song
The rest after a hard day's work
Gap and stop makes sense
There is no such thing as nothing.
Even nothing must have something.
Sometimes, a stop is needed
A necessary halt for refueling the engine
A little brake to a steep corner
The travel becomes faster
Feb 22, 2020
Feb 22, 2020 at 12:27 PM UTC
I want to take shot after shot after shot of *****
Or whiskey
Or even gin
Any and all hard alcohol
To mask the resounding pain
Ricocheting throughout my worn-out body
As if it were a pinball machine
Swallow some poisonous liquor
Because I remember many years ago
How ***** intensified the irresistible attraction I held for you
YET.. there was always a tipping point
A few chugs past tipsy
Then I would begin throwing up
Finally intoxicated enough to set my mind free from your ribcage for awhile
Too sick to think about you
Because I would be
Too sick to think about anything
That is the only way I can hope to halt this overwhelming longing
To be embraced in your arms
One more time
Mar 4, 2019
Mar 4, 2019 at 7:47 PM UTC
My creativity is haltered,
i'm stuck on a continuous train
I could stop if my brain would kick in and find a exit or a object to throw in front of it
but its stuck moving,thoughts over thoughts thrown away down they go, down the drain.
I don't even think twice I know its not good enough for them I ask why, why isn't it good enough for them?
i'm running low on fuel, im drained and my creativity is on the floor stomped all over by people I don't know,
I scream for them to stop,
The train came to a halt
I got off it was the final stop no more room for me I was empty and useless and no good for society.
but when I got off others did too. They pleaded that I bring back what I once had i cannot i stopped the train for some kind of acceptance I was on my knees for people who didn't know me
and yes I was begging for them to show affection
They are strangers, not friends not family but there criticism seemed more important to me. its what the people want
not me.
Dec 12, 2018
Dec 12, 2018 at 10:05 AM UTC
One day at a time, I'll turn it o-ver.
Keeping it simple now, I'm just stay-ing so-ber,
taking what I need/leave all the rest.
My mind will fol-low my body in quest.
HALT!
To turn it o-ver...
...one day at a time, just keeping so-ber.
Taking what I need, leaving all the rest.
My body to fol-low my mind in quest.
One day at a time, I'll turn it over.
Keeping it simple now, I'm just stay-ing so-ber,
taking what I need/leave all the rest.
My mind will fol-low my body in quest.
HALT!
To turn it o-ver...
...one day at a time, just keeping so-ber.
Taking what I need, leaving all the rest.
My body to fol-low my mind in quest.
One day at a time, I'll turn it o-ver. . .
Nov 28, 2018
Nov 28, 2018 at 5:28 PM UTC
I've been so used to being lonely and self loathing that I end up pushing everyone away, hoping that it'll all go away.
This nasty feeling inside me needs to stop.
But something's telling me the only way I could ever do that is if I make myself stop.
Stop, halt. Ending.
Sep 14, 2018
Sep 14, 2018 at 10:24 AM UTC
Whatever I touch, I break, so I don't even touch
Wherever I shine, I fake, my shadow tells too much
However I try to proceed, I sink in too deep
Whomever I call love, never we share a good sleep
Every moment collapses, leaving us blindly
I hold on to my senses, singns of my body
I wear however the wounds of my soul
Questions of origin, others and all
Reliance on feelings have thought me to judge
Listening to voices have brought me through grudge
Counting on numbers have led me to withdraw
Looking at features have dreamed up just plain law
I wander and wonder, why I can't do the math
Why these thoughts ponder and don't take a bath
Sometimes I share a free passion to make
But most of the times those act like headache
Here am I reflecting, dissecting my wows
Wishing and cursing on different nows
Clocking and measuring where there shall be strength,
Courage and willpower does not care about length
Apr 12, 2018
Apr 12, 2018 at 10:34 PM UTC
An army of slashers and taunters
Only two hands to halt in silence
Nov 11, 2015
Nov 11, 2015 at 3:31 AM UTC
You are the light in my darkest hour
You made me see the beauty
Within the shadows
Everytime I see your face,
I gain strength
You are the sunshine in my rainy days
Whenever you stand here and show your light
This complicated world just seems so easy
That everything which seems slight would turn significant
For you open my eyes to see the beauty
In each awful detail
You are the promise,
The hope of an unpromising tomorrow
That whenever you speak you would touch
The mind, the soul
The world
You are the history within the insensibility
You bring the memory of a lost dream
Creating a new child of courage
Yes, you are a blessing
A gift of splendor
An angel
The hope
The light
The promise
But even the sun needs to set
To give way to the reassuring night...
And I am but a wandering soul
Every gift I have at hand
Is not for keeps
I am the mist
Which anytime would go with the wind
To fade
And somehow delight in
My transience
And dream
To see you smile
In my repose...
Feb 27, 2015
Feb 27, 2015 at 5:05 AM UTC