#hallucinating
Stop screaming my name,
I don't want to hear you.
End the pain,
You're making me hate you.
Stop bothering me,
I don't want your whisper.
Stop calling out for me,
I want some peace for once.
Get away,
You weren't here.
Why do you come back?
Leave me alone for once,
I don't need to hear you now.
Now, my heart hurts,
See what you've done?
If you've just kept shut
This wouldn't happen.
Stop speaking and giving me
The feeling of insane,
You're making me fear
Myself again.
Apr 2
Apr 2, 2026 at 7:32 AM UTC
Last time I've seen you,
Was over the cheapest wine,
Through some thick smoke from a wanderer in the corner of the street
Or was it through that bottle of wine
Perhaps just inside my mind;
Nov 23, 2020
Nov 23, 2020 at 11:57 AM UTC
seeing **** that isn’t there,
hearing **** that isn’t real,
memories can’t be trusted.
the shadow people,
that used to scare me,
now long to be dusted.
9 pills down the hatch,
9 pills swallowed to cure me.
they stick inside my throat,
“They’ll start to work soon,
Just be patient.”
as they write another note.
the doses start to increase,
my tongue starts to spasm.
my hands shake as well,
i thought these things
we’re supposed to heal me,
instead I’m in living hell.
“Benefits do outweigh
the horrible side effects”
is what the doctors say.
so I keep on taking them,
choking them down,
every night and day.
but the **** is still there,
i can see it, and I can hear it too.
its plain as day, staring at me.
it’s as real as me and,
wait. are you?
Jan 29, 2020
Jan 29, 2020 at 9:01 AM UTC
The sun sees through us, Star Eyes
Awake, I become dazed
Talking, they're speaking through me
Of monsters that they chase
Star Eyes, stuck in a blanket
The darkness never ends
Behold human perfection
Here sanity descends
Come find me in the ghost nets
Thoughts stinking high with "mur-"
Ignoring all the signs, let's
Harm all that is with "-der"
Jan 27, 2020
Jan 27, 2020 at 8:52 PM UTC
This strange
Sun flower
Turning vibrant colours
And then to
Black and white
I don't know
What I am see
A hallucination.
Sep 4, 2019
Sep 4, 2019 at 2:09 PM UTC
In a sea and mountain of liquid mercury
One of the toxic elements
There on top is a yellowwish
Orangery topazy with
Silver spheres
Problebly baodings of varying sizes
Is this a dream or did I take my meds
Sep 1, 2019
Sep 1, 2019 at 10:15 AM UTC
In deep space
A pill capsule
Incasing a diamond
Pulls part
Reveaveling the diamond
As if a star was
Going supernova
Again in deep space.
Aug 30, 2019
Aug 30, 2019 at 7:24 AM UTC
Darkness surrounds me
There isnt another way to describe it
I cannot hear anything
But does that mean i am alone?
A tail flicks past my eyes
Fur tickles my legs
Eyes burn red
Basked in shadow
Is that a man standing in the corner
Looking at me with his
Head tilted and smile wicked
Or is it my imagination?
Jun 23, 2019
Jun 23, 2019 at 8:43 AM UTC
my anxiety is a shadow man
he haunts my nights when I'm hallucinating
waits in the hallways
under my bed
in the darkness
reached out hand
he wants to take me
he wants to destroy my sanity
Jun 28, 2017
Jun 28, 2017 at 3:43 AM UTC
i see you
looking at me,
smiling at me;
i see you everywhere.
no,
i'm not hallucinating.
you're just on my mind
thinking of how you look like
so vivid like
it's real.
Jun 10, 2015
Jun 10, 2015 at 1:12 PM UTC
He and she walk alone so young.
So young he and she are.
Without another's tender touch
and tender kisses.
Being without a loving, caring other;
expressions desolved by war.
They're still in the desert
guarding buddies.
They're still in war-torn towns.
So young they are.
Behind every house door lurks
an unseen enemy.
Every crevice in their home-sweet-home,
a hidden device.
Every patch of an American road
hidden IED'S.
Every turn,every corner,every glance,every walk,
Every position, for some, a hand gun hidden in his
or her belt.
So well they learned their craft.
Their home vehicles are now Hummvees.
Their towns are now
the unfriendly and foreign Middle East.
They walk alone,these ANGRY ISLANDS,
unto themselves they are...
RW Dennen
Aug 26, 2014
Aug 26, 2014 at 2:11 AM UTC