#gulp
i choke on these words
that have fled from containment
i sob and i take
gulps of air like hydration
i starve to maintain
this excess of hate
that sits loud and patient
across my whole navel
i blame these sharp words
that sneak out through my teeth
they lash out at you
as you stare wide at me
my headlights alarming your doe eyes
(no malice apparent but it breeds behind light)
as i speak in these slices of sentencing spite
(then i silently lie and regret in the night)
thought i grew this act out,
but i caved it all in
let it push its way up
let it surface my skin
just to see myself lose
what i thought was a win
Feb 18, 2020
Feb 18, 2020 at 3:46 PM UTC
I'm sorry that I can not swallow my tongue
To appease you
Gulp it whole and choke
To make you feel good
I'm sorry that my body trembles
When I think of your hands
Grasped tightly around my neck
At that point, you are in more control of me
Than I have ever been
Nov 24, 2019
Nov 24, 2019 at 9:25 PM UTC
he gulps me into peaces
__
led to his bed.
eyes kissed and asked to
come and go to where I
dream and imagine
but do not think.
he gulps me into pieces.
oh my god
oh my god
oh my god.
and when he sees I am at last
in peaceful,
speaks.
god could but desires not to answer
all who call out to him.
thus the human was invented:
an imperfect messenger
a version of his image
that answers you in
pieces of peace
as best as any
human can
Aug 24, 2018
Aug 24, 2018 at 4:35 AM UTC
Judge, Jury and Executioner
Grudge, Unruly and T-Rex Dinosaur
Munch, Lunch and Gulp
Yours truly,
The Judge, Jury and Executioner eaten by the T-Rex
Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 3:24 PM UTC