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Darkness closing in a weight upon my chest. I struggle to find the light, fighting with ragged breath. Every inch of sanity clawed back a battle that is hard fought. Being a prisoner in ones own head, lost in horrible thought. Fighting against your every being desperate to survive. With desperation and fading hope For normalcy, you strive. Crushed under weight of words and reflections of your self Wanting nothing more than to be placed upon the highest shelf. Out of sight, out of mind so you don’t burden others with your troubles. Everyone else is so full of life As carefree as a bubble. But your bubble has burst and released an ocean of pain You hold all the emotions back Fighting for your sanity to remain. You put up walls around you and bottled everything down deep. You tried to fight the war yourself, but this enemy is hard to beat. So you locked yourself away, shut from the outside world. But this just fed the darkness and even more troubles unfurled. You fought in silence at parties not wanting to ruin the mood. You just sat there saying nothing, and instead chose to brood. For the feelings that you have inside, you consider yourself as weak. You don’t see anyway out from here. The future is oh so bleak. And so the days fade away one after the other. Seasons pass by slowly yet the darkness continues to smother. You find yourself growing tired And you feel you don’t belong. You want it all to be over. You’ve been fighting for so long. The darkness has a hold on you. One you don’t think you could break. It pulls you deeper down into the pit And you wonder how much more you can take. You pine for the feeling of happiness It’s the one feeling you miss. You haven’t felt it for months. You want that feeling of bliss. Finally it hits you. It’s time to face the truth. You need someone else to help, Someone to guide you through. You open up to family and tell them you don’t feel the same. That you haven’t been yourself lately, Despite what you may have claimed. Talking about your struggle seems to release a mighty weight. You feel better not having to pretend That everything about you is great. You feel so much lighter as the darkness slowly fades. You can now enjoy yourself for once without putting on a charade. Talking to your family has helped hold the darkness at bay. The journey is not over yet but you have started on your way. Opening up about your battle is the hardest step to take. Once you put yourself out there though, what a difference it will make. I opened up earlier this year and have not looked back at all I feel more like my old self again, To the darkness I’m no longer a thrall. It was hard for me to admit it, but once I did I felt happy. It was strange to feel that way after a long time of feeling ****** So if you feel lost in the darkness Scared and all alone. Open up about your struggles to family. They will help you find your way home.
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Apr 12, 2015
Apr 12, 2015 at 7:49 AM UTC
grockadoc
The Darkness
Darkness closing in a weight upon my chest. I struggle to find the light, fighting with ragged breath. Every inch of sanity clawed back a battle that is hard fought. Being a prisoner in ones own head, lost in horrible thought. Fighting against your every being desperate to survive. With desperation and fading hope For normalcy, you strive. Crushed under weight of words and reflections of your self Wanting nothing more than to be placed upon the highest shelf. Out of sight, out of mind so you don’t burden others with your troubles. Everyone else is so full of life As carefree as a bubble. But your bubble has burst and released an ocean of pain You hold all the emotions back Fighting for your sanity to remain. You put up walls around you and bottled everything down deep. You tried to fight the war yourself, but this enemy is hard to beat. So you locked yourself away, shut from the outside world. But this just fed the darkness and even more troubles unfurled. You fought in silence at parties not wanting to ruin the mood. You just sat there saying nothing, and instead chose to brood. For the feelings that you have inside, you consider yourself as weak. You don’t see anyway out from here. The future is oh so bleak. And so the days fade away one after the other. Seasons pass by slowly yet the darkness continues to smother. You find yourself growing tired And you feel you don’t belong. You want it all to be over. You’ve been fighting for so long. The darkness has a hold on you. One you don’t think you could break. It pulls you deeper down into the pit And you wonder how much more you can take. You pine for the feeling of happiness It’s the one feeling you miss. You haven’t felt it for months. You want that feeling of bliss. Finally it hits you. It’s time to face the truth. You need someone else to help, Someone to guide you through. You open up to family and tell them you don’t feel the same. That you haven’t been yourself lately, Despite what you may have claimed. Talking about your struggle seems to release a mighty weight. You feel better not having to pretend That everything about you is great. You feel so much lighter as the darkness slowly fades. You can now enjoy yourself for once without putting on a charade. Talking to your family has helped hold the darkness at bay. The journey is not over yet but you have started on your way. Opening up about your battle is the hardest step to take. Once you put yourself out there though, what a difference it will make. I opened up earlier this year and have not looked back at all I feel more like my old self again, To the darkness I’m no longer a thrall. It was hard for me to admit it, but once I did I felt happy. It was strange to feel that way after a long time of feeling ****** So if you feel lost in the darkness Scared and all alone. Open up about your struggles to family. They will help you find your way home.
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