#grew
I grew up too early
I like to think
Is it just an excuse
For the things that I feel?
Mar 3
Mar 3, 2026 at 2:22 AM UTC
Believe me you
I'm tired of hearing me too
I'm ready for this era to be through
It's sad to see in both you and me that the same resentment aimed in the same direction grew
©2024
Jun 21, 2024
Jun 21, 2024 at 11:26 PM UTC
You gave me wings
We flew so high
THEN
You cut them off
That night in the sky
I
Fell to the earth
Shattered and bruised i
ROSE
From the dirt and rubble
Without you
Apr 5, 2024
Apr 5, 2024 at 1:31 AM UTC
Always different but somehow not new
That's the only way I can frame this walkthrough,
The day to day I walk through
To look through these eyes is not something I'd wish on any of you
At best it's glitchy level design, I can't get a map I don't fall through
Worst, this is all predestined,
like wrestlin',
Every blow right on queue
A nonconsensual change of view
Not only but mostly due to the view of what relentlessly plays out in the minds eye,
A prisonesque venue
I didn't use faulty glue to put this mess together,
Who would choose this to turn into?
Nobody buddy,
Bad seeds planted in toxic soil is why this shiit you see here grew
This isn't the standard "good plan gone askew"
This miniscule piece of timeline was doomed from debut
In every story there's never enough time to repair before I will predictively have to leave you
At least according to the solo read through
Please forgive me for I loved you the only way I knew how too
My "how-to" example did more damage than I could undo
This is already more than anybody expected me to amount to
These aren't woven excuses, this is off the cuff, from the heart impromptu
I just want you to be the one who doesn't see me like they do
I know that's a lot of me to ask of you
©2024
Mar 2, 2024
Mar 2, 2024 at 6:01 PM UTC
I want to wear a Persian shirt,
Run through meadows in a Celtic skirt--
I want to Don a Russian hat,
And plant my *** on the throne of Rome.
I want to bomb my words upon
London, Lisbon; Taipei, Taiwan
I would diffuse my fissile mind
And launch theoretical material like guided missiles
Give me this world of sand as a ball,
And children on the playground to toss against the wall--
It is a gift of thought to view the bulb
Of this time as a light in the firehouse
That ultimately dies
Only to be remembered by Liver's More.
Nov 22, 2019
Nov 22, 2019 at 5:55 PM UTC
Born in the dances of the night
Grew in the playful noises of light
Died and flew into the phantom blue of sky
Apr 29, 2019
Apr 29, 2019 at 1:46 PM UTC
As the day grew short
Upon the skylight
Hands stretched out
It wasn't right
Shining high
enduring and bright
The sun drew
Escaping the sunlit sky
Brilliant
A love with no night
You're my one
and only
light
My Flashlight
Apr 16, 2019
Apr 16, 2019 at 8:30 PM UTC
I was waiting behind the door for you
And I felt the warm air blew
As those delightful memories I once knew
Shows an unforgettable, beautiful view
Of us looking up to the sky so blue
And, of us holding hands as we grew;
Without knowing time moves and flew
As if everything was a product of the untrue
I remember our sweet youth memories, we value.
Aug 12, 2018
Aug 12, 2018 at 10:54 AM UTC
I will go away
The time is not for me
The sky is not for me
The luck gives me
His back
The name of me
May be changed
As they called me
Lucky
I was in the past
Runner in fast
Smartest and strongest
All females wanted to see
All females wanted to approach
My beauty is example
As well as my power is able
To change any result in competition
I got first at run
I am the first at the bet
All wanted my satisfy
When I grow up all were away
My happiness was disappeared
And I heard them saying
I must be killed
As I grew up enough
That made me lazy and tough
In everything
They said," I am hopeless"
"There were the notes of horse"
Aug 5, 2018
Aug 5, 2018 at 12:00 AM UTC
when did we get so old
to enjoy lifes leisure's
The simple pleasure in walking down an unfamiliar path
the simple pleasure in reading a book
To get a laugh
the the simple pleasure in feeling more than just happy or sad
digging into our childhood youth
taking the time to look at picture books a time or two
taking the time to write a short story
or scribble a dog in a note book
fold origami and try to predict our lives
through a little piece of paper
that only seemed to lie
when did we get so old that
a play date
meant ***
that a simple card game
lead to
An axe of respect
when did we get so old
that a drink or two
Meant
twenty two
When did we get do old?
We didnt mature!
We only grew.
Dec 3, 2017
Dec 3, 2017 at 2:36 PM UTC
to be with you
leaves me feeling so blue
who knew
you’d give me such a view
away you flew
we used to be like glue
i thought we were through
but we just needed time, and apart we grew
and as if on cue
we were once again true
and loving you
became another hue.
{d.f. | 01/21/18}
Feb 3, 2018
Feb 3, 2018 at 9:03 AM UTC
My head hurts, mom
Please come and take the pain away, mom
I'm not holding my breath, I can't breath
No one understands my brain, but me
The way I think, the path I've lain
and when the dead comes and whispers in my ear,
I'll make sure that you come and hear.
↝⍣↝⍣↝⍣↝
My tears keep stealing water from the ocean
and every effort I make ends in lost devotion.
My heart hurts, mom
Please come and take the pain away, mom
I don't know who I want near, mom
Everyone I want can't come here, mom
It's my natural instinct to run to you, mom
But, I try my hardest to show you I grew, mom
I'm not some little girl with an innocent mentality
But, I am someone who tries to escape reality
Two attempts and I've failed, mom
I'm feeling better but my mind is still jailed
I will keep my mind locked up for now
And only let thoughts out that you allow.
Feb 22, 2017
Feb 22, 2017 at 1:37 PM UTC
There's a beginning a middle and a end
You weren't in my beginning
I don't know if you will be in my end
But oh the middle was so sweet
Where my heart bubbled with love
My soul was made new
And there I grew
Oct 25, 2016
Oct 25, 2016 at 1:52 AM UTC
*He was pushed
Into pit of hell
But he grew wings
And flew to heaven*
Jul 5, 2016
Jul 5, 2016 at 10:14 PM UTC
We grew up
Amongst lovely people
Having great friends
Playing amazing games.
But slowly reality caught up with us,
Friends turned traitors,
People around us were selfish,
Games were played with our lives.
The virtual world faded
And its actual face was revealed.
We struggled to live on
And that's how we grew apart.
Feb 14, 2016
Feb 14, 2016 at 1:19 AM UTC
Playing around didn’t care how
we looked and wouldn’t get
embarrassed for what we did
When we injure ourselves we
got a Band-Aid on the spot
were it hurt and we thought it helped
and miraculous the pain was gone
Then we grew up
We don’t play around and if
we did we would get judged by others
When we get hurt a Band-Aid
can’t help the pain go away.
'Cause a Band-Aid can’t fix a broken heart
Right?
Apr 29, 2014
Apr 29, 2014 at 7:39 AM UTC
///
*Songs tempt me very
Poetry makes me crazy
As if, the drugs I have taken
As if, I have lost and found you again
May be it's an illusion,
And it has grown me as a Rock,
Rocking all those to be rocked
Even my strength has grown as if,
I can make your pain,
That to be torn,
Turn to be a stone
And I can crack your cry
Again those yells have made me
An empty isle -
///
@ Musfiq us shaleheen*
Sep 6, 2014
Sep 6, 2014 at 1:05 AM UTC
###
Waves are pushing the shore
Continents are drifting from the top of the core
On the other hand existence is grounding more
Who made this life and torn?
How did the beauty born?
And who left this earth alone?
Who lost the time in a cyclone blown?
I am standing far from the any
And the waves are making the sounds of penny!
I see the wee time folds within the ripples of many -
###
@ Musfiq us shaleheen
Aug 31, 2014
Aug 31, 2014 at 2:27 PM UTC
*Now I think
I have no friends at all
When I have seen them with their wives
Then I feel they are at least a good husband -
@ Musfiq us shaleheen*
Aug 29, 2014
Aug 29, 2014 at 5:06 AM UTC