#gonebutnotforgotten
If he had loved me,
Maybe I could feel him now,
Or maybe not.
Nov 3, 2014
Nov 3, 2014 at 12:22 PM UTC
Can't explain that feeling, when we got that knock at the door
It's like my whole world just stopped, as i sat there on the floor
Something was trying to prepare me for what was about to come
But it really didn't matter, I just instantaneously felt so numb.
I wanted to be strong and I knew I could put on a straight face
But if only I could let everyone see how hard it was not to just break
It was just one thing that I knew I could never replace
I would go to sleep at night wishing that it was all just a mistake
When I was in my car alone, I would always just cry
But never when people were around me and I never knew why
I guess at first I was just so **** mad
I would think How could my sister just leave me & why couldn't I see it was so bad
Then I took a step back and thought about the conversations we had
She would tell me I don't want to be here anymore
I remember telling her Everything will be OK, just don't be so sad
I never thought she would actually do it, so it was something I just ignored.
Never once had I thought I would ever lose my sister this way
And the pain still resonates within me today
I guess cause there was so much I still wanted to say
Like how much I love her and how I still think back to those days
We shared so much growing up together
And we always had each other's back
I didn't matter whether we were fighting with each other
we were sisters through thick and thin; white or black
So you see there is no gray area between us
For you will forever be the yin to my yang
So that brings to this point now to discuss;
How wonderful my big sister was to me
And she will forever be apart of me
Though she is gone, I will forever remember
All the days we just played and laughed together
Those memories so near and dear to my heart
will forever be etched deep inside like a scar
Even though I still feel this pain from being apart
I will always carry a part of you with me, no matter where we are.
Sep 27, 2015
Sep 27, 2015 at 1:39 AM UTC
Why did I have a friend so rare,
so beautiful, so true
only to lose you,
and spend forever missing you?
Sep 30, 2025
Sep 30, 2025 at 10:27 AM UTC
A symbol of love
Of expression and individuality has passed on today
The purple one has gone on
to that heavenly Astral plane.
So many memories, that so many around the world
Have created including myself to his music, all I can say now is the greatest of thanks
Prince taught me that being different is sometimes what's best for the soul
That music can be blended within and without to break down the walls of culture and the barriers of hatred, brick by brick, hole by hole.
So thank you so much prince, for all that you've given the world.
You're an angel now, jamming with all of the lost ones up above.
Apr 22, 2016
Apr 22, 2016 at 2:31 AM UTC
Please visit me in my sleep tonight.
I want to know that everything wherever you are is alright.
I need to tell you about my life and what you have missed.
They tell me to forget you and move on but this I cannot resist.
I hope you can see my family and how they have got your eyes and hair.
Sometimes I wish my life would stop so I could take that seat next to you going spare.
Sep 7, 2017
Sep 7, 2017 at 8:39 PM UTC
A father's love
Stern, yet subtle.
Heard far and wide,
Yet just a mumble.
You know the time has come,
After he talks to Mother.
You think the worst,
Why were you so dumb?
Slowly climbing every stair,
Tired and weary.
You hold your breathe,
This is more than you can bare.
With a knock on your door..
You know it is the end.
It was a good run,
Trembling at the core.
As the door opens it's not what you expect.
He pulls a chair,
Starts talking,
Waiting for you to interject.
He knows what happened,
But wishes to hear you out,
Standing in your corner,
Ready to fight your bout.
He stands by your side.
Tried and true,
A father's love,
Always looks after you.
Aug 8, 2018
Aug 8, 2018 at 2:55 AM UTC