#goback
I keeps going.
The darkness in my mind.
It feels like a knife being swallow hole.
But no one sees the darkness that is growing inside my mind.
The feeling of pain and despair.
The feeling i am nothing, i wil never be enough.
I wish i could switch colers let all the black turn pink for a while let my brain get a break from the overthinking, never sharing, always scared, tired little girl.
And be who i was before.
The sunshine in the houshold like my mother would say.
Always smiling, talking, jumping around.
I wish i could see her again even my memory of her are foggy.
Because the black in my mind is making the memory a little darkter every time.
May 12
May 12, 2026 at 8:49 PM UTC
Reverse the time;
As the grandfather clock chimes;
Just playing the words with rhymes;
Wondering if I can really go back in time.
Dec 30, 2020
Dec 30, 2020 at 7:30 PM UTC
if i could go back id do it all differently
i'd change the words i said
the people i chose
the things i did
i'd kiss you longer
i'd revive the moments we'll never have again
i'd hug you tighter
i'd tell you how much i love you
i'd tell you i need you
but i cant do anything about it now
your'e gone
forever
i cant go back
i cant do it again
Apr 19, 2018
Apr 19, 2018 at 9:44 PM UTC